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[livejournal.com profile] hc_bingo:

waterboarding bruises hunger / starvation archaic medical treatment telepathic trauma
tyranny / rebellion isolation loss of hearing assault unrequited pining
comfort food or item homesickness WILD CARD brainwashing / deprogramming loss of possessions
trust issues hallucinations loss of identity atonement cages
poltergeist hiding an injury / illness cuddling surgery invisibility
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With many thanks to [personal profile] astolat and [livejournal.com profile] rubynye for beta! ♥

Terms of Surrender (4654 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Steve Rogers/Sam Wilson
Characters: Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Bondage, Painplay, Impact Play, Masochism, BDSM, Consensual Violence, Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot
Summary:


The body he'd been given felt like a layer of uniform he couldn't take off. People looking at it were just admiring perfect design, the same as anybody whose eye was drawn by the stars and stripes.



...Happy consensual beatings! :D

Also I don't actually have a Sam or Steve icon and Bucky is not actually in this story. Hm. Have to work on that.
dira: Nate Fick, keeping his chin up (Nate - Chin Up)
With thanks to [personal profile] iulia for stepping in to beta this one! <3

The Frame You Made (12205 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 3/?
Fandom: Generation Kill
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Brad Colbert/Nate Fick, Brad Colbert/Nate Fick/Original Female Character
Characters: Nate Fick, Brad Colbert, Original Characters
Additional Tags: Kid Fic, Future Fic, Curtain Fic
Summary:


(Eventually) six further epilogues for Don't You Shake Alone.



Chapter 3: Now with updated rating and pairing because Marines may Make Do but they do not make babies without a lady getting involved. At least for the purposes of this story.

dira: Nate Fick, keeping his chin up (Nate - Chin Up)
Entirely unrelatedly, I just went to my local SF book group for the first time in months, and they are great, and it was great, and now I am home with a gin drink that didn't really need that second dollop of gin, and also a big bunch of green grapes, so things are going really pretty well around here.

And now, more fic! Chapter 2 takes place in October 2005, when Nate and Brad Have A Talk. Thanks once again to [personal profile] templemarker and [personal profile] oliviacirce for beta! <3



The Frame You Made (7269 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 2/6
Fandom: Generation Kill
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Brad Colbert/Nate Fick
Characters: Nate Fick, Brad Colbert, Original Characters
Additional Tags: Kid Fic, Future Fic, Curtain Fic
Summary:

(Eventually) six further epilogues for Don't You Shake Alone.

dira: Nate Fick, keeping his chin up (Nate - Chin Up)
So yesterday was the second birthday of my Generation Kill PTSD babyfic, Don't You Shake Alone, and for the occasion I decided to start posting my coda fic as a WIP. (I keep getting distracted by certain shiny metal objects, so I'm hoping the WIP thing will prod me along through actually finishing this before never.)

When I was writing Don't You Shake Alone, I started out with this very firm and specific idea about what I was going to do as an epilogue to that story, and I really loved the epilogue idea and I spent so much time happily plotting and refining the epilogue, and eventually I realized that that epilogue a) was going to be really impractically long for an epilogue and b) taking place, as it would, seven and a half years after the main action of the story, would require about six other epilogues to set it up. So then I wrote the epilogue the story actually has, instead, which very neatly tied off the story as it was and did not go starting up some whole other story, introducing new characters, etc.

But, you know, that was still the epilogue of my heart and I still wanted to write it, still MEANT to write it, and now I am actually writing it, by way of all the other epilogues required to set it up.

So with many thanks to everyone who's been involved with this story since 2012, and especially to [personal profile] templemarker and [personal profile] oliviacirce for betaing this story now, here's chapter one!



The Frame You Made (3299 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/6
Fandom: Generation Kill
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Brad Colbert/Nate Fick
Characters: Nate Fick, Brad Colbert, Original Characters
Additional Tags: Kid Fic, Future Fic, Curtain Fic
Summary:

(Eventually) six further epilogues for Don't You Shake Alone.

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Bucky made me do it. That is my story and I'm sticking to it. THE PUN IS NOT MY FAULT.

(The pun is absolutely my fault but I FEEL REALLY BAD ABOUT IT.)

(THERE IS ALSO PORN. IT'S NOT JUST PUNS ALL THE WAY DOWN.)

Adoring (2878 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers
Additional Tags: Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Bad Puns, Pre-Serum Steve Rogers
Summary:


"You don't, Buck, adoring's for saints. I ain't a saint."

"Sure you are." Bucky got back to kissing his way down, licking along the slightly sweaty line of Steve's sharp collarbone, and then remembered he'd been in the middle of saying something. "Patron saint of Barnes. Barneses. Me."

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Many many thanks to [personal profile] iulia for patient and recursive beta, and to [livejournal.com profile] rubynye for encouraging this from the beginning! Title is from Fiona Apple's "Criminal," because. Obviously.

This is possibly the most blasphemous but definitely the most earnestly Catholic piece of fic I've ever written. BE WARNED.

To the One I've Sinned Against (20802 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 5/5
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers
Additional Tags: Catholic, Priests, Confessions, Kneeling
Summary:


He knelt, touched his fingers to forehead, chest, left shoulder, right, and said more words than the soldier could ever remember speaking together.

They came in a well-worn fluent rush, easier than any post-mission report: "Bless me Father, for I have sinned. It has been a long time since my last confession."

dira: Bucky Barnes/The Winter Soldier (Default)
Fic! With thanks to [personal profile] verity for starting this and editing, and to [personal profile] iulia and [personal profile] sophia_sol for hand-holding!


Hold (3080 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes, Natasha Romanov, Sam Wilson (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Unrequited Love, Depression, house arrest, Animal Planet
Series: Part 4 of hold you on the way down
Summary:

After more than a week of observations and interviews and evaluations, after multiple sworn statements from Steve and Sam and Natasha, after the frankly disgusting and unethical implantation of those tracking devices, it was all over.

dira: Bucky Barnes/The Winter Soldier (Default)
So, here's the thing.

Tuesday morning I read [personal profile] verity's boomerang and then emailed her and said "how much are you going to hate me if I write the companion story that's all about Bucky?" and she said that would be great, I should do that, so I spent most of Tuesday writing Catch, which is, in large part, about how Bucky watches Animal Planet because he identifies with the animals. Particularly the dogs.

So, uh, then I had to write the kinkfic remix of my own fic, set in a much different universe? So that's what I spent yesterday on, and today, fic! With much thanks to [personal profile] verity for beta as well as kicking off this thing where I wrote 7,000 words of fic in two days, to [personal profile] minoanmiss for assuring me that sometimes you just have to write the puppyplay threesome and get it over with, and [personal profile] iulia for, uh, owning a dog and loving me anyway after I wrote this.

Story title is, as it turns out, not from the Guys & Dolls song "Marry the Man Today" because I have been mishearing that lyric for twenty years. ("Counterattack him" doesn't even make sense, though.)


Collar and Tag Him (3304 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers/Sam Wilson
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Puppy Play, Collars, Dom/sub, Threesome - M/M/M
Summary:

Bucky shook his head to hear the jingle of his tags. The blue star had MY NAME IS BUCKY on the front and IF FOUND PLEASE CALL and Steve's phone number on the back. The silver disc was stamped with the seal of Homeland Security and the document number of the memo finding James Buchanan Barnes fit for contact with civilians--better than a certified rabies vaccine any day.

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So first verity wrote boomerang, and then I entirely missed the point of that story and wrote the companion story where everything is all about Bucky.


Catch (2012 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanov
Additional Tags: Tamagotchi, Animal Planet, house arrest, Depression, Sad Bucky in Snow
Series: Part 2 of hold you on the way down
Summary:


He leaves the TV tuned to the lady with the sloths. An hour later, someone is talking to dogs the same way. He likes it when Steve talks to him, but the TV can do all the work for both of them. The dogs are better at it than Bucky is, anyway. They wag their tails.




If there are future installments of this series they will almost certainly be less depressing than this story.
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Anyone who feels like it should post their ten most CRUCIAL CRUCIAL CRUCIAL-ASS movies, like the movies that explain everything about yourselves in your current incarnations (not necessarily your ten favorite movies but the ten movies that you, as a person existing currently, feel would help people get to know you) (they can change later on obviously).


1. Captain America: The First Avenger (Bucky!)
2. Captain America: The Winter Soldier (Bucky!)
3. Captain America: The Winter Soldier (BUCKYYYYY)
4. Captain America: The Winter Soldier (BUT I KNEW HIM)
5. Captain America: The Winter Soldier (EXPRESSION OF ABJECT TERROR)
6. Captain America: The Winter Soldier (FACIAL HAIR)
7. Captain America: The Winter Soldier (BUT I KNEW HIM !!!!!!!)
8. Captain America: The Winter Soldier (MOUTHGUARD)
9. Spy Game (NATHAN MUIR PLEASE HEAL MY SOUL BY NOT BEING ALEXANDER PIERCE AND ALSO BY LOVING YOUR BOY SCOUT ALMOST AS MUCH AS STEVE LOVES BUCKY, WITH SOMEWHAT MORE RELIABLE RESULTS.)
10. What Maisie Knew (KIDFIC)

That's it. That's my whole entire brain lately. Now you know what will happen if you try to carry on a conversation with me: BUCKY, IS WHAT. ALSO POSSIBLY KIDFIC.

I should probably have a Bucky icon by now, but is that even still a thing? Do people still make LJ icons?
dira: Bucky Barnes/The Winter Soldier (Default)
Okay it took nearly a year, but I finished my bingo for [community profile] hc_bingo! This one was for the "forced soulbonding" square.

Many thanks to [personal profile] verity and [personal profile] templemarker for beta!! Title is from, uh, Paul Stookey's "Wedding Song." SHUT UP, TOTALLY APPROPRIATE ESPECIALLY IF YOU ASSUME ALL REFERENCES TO JESUS REFER TO OUR WEREWOLF SAVIOR, SCOTT MCCALL.

Ahem. Anyway!

Now Until the End (17737 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Underage
Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski
Characters: Derek Hale, Stiles Stilinski, Scott McCall, Sheriff Stilinski, Melissa McCall
Additional Tags: Soul Bond, Dubiously Consensual Soul Bond, Hurt/Comfort, Episode AU: s01e04 Magic Bullet, Community: hc_bingo
Summary:

AU from 1x04, "Magic Bullet."

"Why the hell did you do that?" Derek demanded. "Why would you bond with me? You were going to leave me for dead, you didn't want anything to do with helping me."

"Okay, first of all, that was like two hours ago and I've grown a lot as a person since then," Stiles said.

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With many thanks to [personal profile] iulia for beta, and to [personal profile] minoanmiss and [personal profile] commodorified for encouraging me all the way along!

Story & series title are from "Amy (Spent Gladiator I)", by the Mountain Goats. Naturally.


On Your Way Up to the Light (11784 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Sam Wilson, Steve Rogers/Sam Wilson
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier, Dissociation, Amnesia
Series: Part 1 of Just Stay Alive
Summary:

He could learn to be Sam's friend, even if he hadn't figured out yet how to be Steve's.

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At long last, my fandomaid story for [livejournal.com profile] tliss!

I meant to write the next Aral/Jole story for this gift, but this story wanted to be written first, so here it is. It owes its inspiration to Refugees of War by salable_mystic, which gave me an idea that never would get out of my head, even three and a half years later, so here it is.

Many thanks to [personal profile] iulia for beta!

Shelter and Solace (10432 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Vorkosigan Saga - Lois McMaster Bujold
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Aral Vorkosigan/Cordelia Naismith Vorkosigan
Characters: Aral Vorkosigan, Gregor Vorbarra, Cordelia Naismith Vorkosigan
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Civil War, Childhood Trauma, Sad Kid, Refugees
Summary:


"We will go to Beta Colony. I have some family there, I think, and--a friend."

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Yesterday I saw CA:TWS again with [personal profile] iulia, and talked with her about how difficult it is to get a sense of Bucky's POV. So of course today I took a shot at writing it, and then decided that this constituted an actual story. So: story!

Daylight Breaks (638 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers
Additional Tags: Amnesia, Captain America: The Winter Soldier
Summary:


He knows two things without being told. There is a war. He is a soldier.

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So the other night I had a FaceTime date with [personal profile] verity, and after a while verity mentioned 2048: Teen Wolf DILF Edition, and the date rapidly devolved into the two of us parallel-playing like amiable toddlers, making various frustrated noises at the game together. An hour or two later I checked to see if the internet had produced a Tyler Hoechlin edition since I last looked, and then there were a lot more broken noises of helpless delight, but also just the two of us hanging out on our respective couches playing 2048.

I have a 2048 problem, is what I am saying. And I enjoy sharing it!

2048s I Have Loved

Teen Wolf DILF Edition by eeames. Includes a lot of weird image choices--I personally do not rate either Ennis or Deucalion as a DILF even if you spot them the Dad part. I'm a little afraid to find out who 1024 and 2048 are, given that trend. But it does have the numbers on the images, so you can keep track of where you are in the game.

Tyler Hoechlin Edition by @JessicaThomas. I would like to thank the person who made this game, and also Tyler Hoechlin, for helping me to understand what it means to feel personally victimized by someone's attractiveness. @__________@ Also [personal profile] verity observes that the images are all in the same color family, if that is a thing you are able to notice instead of just being variously dazzled by changing iterations of Tyler Hoechlin. I think it has a mix of stills and gifs, but my brain melted. It's all gifs! I checked. For science.

Dylan O'Brien Edition #5 by Minnie. My favorite of the, uh, nine Dylan O'Brien Editions I tried, it's all gifs and includes Stiles winking encouragingly from the 32 square and the Terrifying Smile on 128.

Dylan O'Brien Edition #8 by derektheimmovabl. Alternates gifs and stills, but has a good gradient of attractiveness--the starting 2 square is a greyscale gif of bb!youtube!Dylan and he improves (and ages up) from there.

Stargate SG-1 Edition by leisurelybro. First of all it's an SG-1 Edition!!!!! And secondly this is the most perfectly structured of any 2048 I've played yet--it starts with baddies, so that you intuitively want to get rid of low numbers, and then at the 32 square changes over to alien ally Thor, and then 64 is General Hammond, and 128-256-512-1024 are Daniel-Teal'c-Sam-Jack. I haven't won this but I'm guessing 2048 is either the whole team together or the Gate itself or both, the perfect crown to the progression.

15th Century Portraits of Women Edition by @edralis. For when you need some detox from all the gif-animated dudes in all the other 2048s you've been playing. Gives me a totally false sense of how well I'm doing because I don't know the images well enough to put them into a hierarchy; only just now when I tried to make a key did I realize that I've been feeling really triumphant every time I put two Blonde Ringlets together, and she's... the 16 square. I don't think I've gotten past 256 in this one, possibly for that reason. I really wish I knew how to grab the images from these, because I'd love to do a reverse image search and find out who all of these portraits are.


Feel free to suggest others I've missed! Or curse my name. I'll be over here playing Tyler Hoechlin edition and whimpering.

halp?

Apr. 2nd, 2014 07:30 am
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Today might just be the Worst Day Ever at my workplace (in the way where attempts to deliver customer service will be hampered or outright thwarted by an ongoing server migration and customers are likely to be... tetchy). I and all my coworkers have been dreading it for months and now the day has dawned! And I am not conveniently dead or on the moon or in Boston, so I guess I have to go to work and deal with it.

So if anyone wanted to post happy thoughts or pretty pictures in the comments today, they would be vastly appreciated. ♥
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So it turns out that once I stop having some specific thing I'm supposed to post about every day I... stop posting. But I thought it might be nice to check in over here at the journals; I still haven't really gotten the hang of actually interacting with people fannishly on twitter/Tumblr, so I might as well stick around here and talk to my fellow internet dinosaurs. ♥

So, things I've been up to since I posted last:

Having a girlfriend! )

Having Teen Wolf as my primary fandom. /o\ (Spoilers!) )

Writing, kind of erratically. )

Reading! Books and fic. )

Which reminds me that [personal profile] verity showed me a nine-minute Merlin vid to "I Would Do Anything for Love," and I had [personal profile] astolat and [personal profile] cesperanza's vid to the same song running through my head the whole time, because apparently watching a nine-minute Merlin vid is a thing that I will totally do for love. ♥ ♥ ♥


So that's me, lately. What are you all up to?
dira: Bucky Barnes/The Winter Soldier (Sam Carter - Rocket Launcher)
This took a really unconscionably long time, but at last! The Fandomaid story I owe to Hive! :D

With many thanks to [personal profile] templemarker for beta and to Iulia and verity and everyone else who listened to me while I stumbled in this direction over the last two months. ♥

Introduction to Goa'uld Theology (6135 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Stargate SG-1
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Daniel Jackson & Jack O'Neill
Additional Tags: Sharing a Bed, Monks, Oral History
Summary:

With all these gods around, there must be some theologians somewhere.

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