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So there’s a new Twin Peaks… thing…? out? I guess? And I have never seen Twin Peaks (but am fairly well spoiled for whodunnit and so on) and have pretty firmly decided that, NOPE, NOT FOR ME, TOO CREEPY AND AWFUL.

…So tonight I was like “hey, I want to watch some TV and obviously Twin Peaks is not even in the running, but what should I watch? Leverage? Sense8?”

And then Netflix recommended me The Keepers. About the unsolved murder of a nun, and how her murder connected to the horrific sexual abuse of teen girls in the school where she taught because THAT IS MUCH LESS CREEPY AND AWFUL AND HORRIFYING THAN TWIN PEAKS? OR. THE OPPOSITE OF THAT. SO OBVIOUSLY I WATCHED THAT.

(I mean, the series seems amazingly well done and I’m sure I’m going to watch the rest of it, just, you know, this is EXACTLY LIKE that time I decided not to read the second and third books of the Hunger Games trilogy because they were too grim and depressing and instead I went and read a book about the Donner party. GUESS WHAT, GRIM AND DEPRESSING AND THE ADDED HORROR OF ACTUALLY BEING TRUE.)

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WIPs currently active: 6

Words written this week: 4,360

WIPs that got no words this week: 3 - broken dick epic, Born in the Blood, sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward”

WIPs that did get words this week:

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 1,824

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 1,736, oh god I have so much more to write I’m so glad I have a late posting date. /o\

Little Bitty #2 (Jemmie): 800

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Another good week! for writing! if maybe not for the world at large!

WIPs currently active: 6

Words written this week: 8,009 (third week in a row writing more fic than money stuff, but the margin is at least less alarming this week?)

WIPs that got no words this week: 0

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 205. You know how sometimes writing characters fighting is really fun and invigorating because a big dramatic scene has its own momentum? And then sometimes it is the day after the president fired the director of the FBI and you are already a little bit on edge about, like, your country declining into authoritarianism while you watch helplessly, and you try to write your POV character feeling really scared and upset and fighting with the love of his life and then you are abruptly too keyed up and anxious to do any more work that day? Sometimes… that. So, a hard-won 205 words, is what I am saying.

Born in the Blood: 2,305, and I actually! finished! this chapter! I think! if my betas agree! And there are only like three chapters left probably???

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 1,626, and Threetoo’s day is getting better while Tony’s is getting so. much. worse. And also I only have like… two chapters left to write on this? Two and a half? Ish?

Less-Sad Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward”: 321, and idk if you guys know this but James Rhodes’ life is really difficult. And by “life” I mean “this conversation he needs to have with Tony where he attempts to prevent Tony from flying off the handle.” Which, by volume, is probably a significant percentage of his life really.

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 863, and I think I know how it ends! I… keep saying that every week because it keeps changing. BUT REALLY I THINK I KNOW WHERE I’M GOING NOW WHICH IS GOOD BECAUSE HOLY SHIT POSTING STARTS SOON.

Little Bitty #2 (Jemmie): 2,689, oh look the comfort-y id story is winning in a stressful week that is SO WEIRD. 

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WIPs currently active: 6

Words written this week: 6,845

WIPs that got no words this week: 1 - Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward”

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 327

Born in the Blood: 431, and I have mostly figured out how the chapter is going to end! probably!

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 675

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 3,649

Little Bitty #2 (Jemmie): 1,763

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Show of hands, who is surprised that I started writing a new thing this week? Is it no one? Looks like no one.

WIPs currently active: 6, see above.

Words written this week: 8,970, I, uh, did not do as much for-money writing as I should have this week. Oops.

WIPs that got no words this week: 0

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 1,050

Born in the Blood: 1,300, and I am so close to finishing this chapter as soon as I figure out how to finish this chapter.

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 1,571

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 1,802, and I continue to figure out the arc of the story and specifically how to get a dragon and smol Steve to have sex with each other. (Spoiler: THEY’RE GONNA.)

Less-Sad Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward”: 1,618

Little Bitty #2 (Jemmie): 1,629

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[community profile] smutswap stories are revealed, so here's mine, written for SilverShepard! Many thanks to Frostfire, Ylixia, and Feanorinleatherpants for their help and encouragement. :D

Come on and Get Your Kicks (8121 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Steve Rogers/Tony Stark
Characters: Tony Stark, Steve Rogers
Additional Tags: Feminization, Crossdressing, Dirty Talk, Shame in Sexual Desires, The Manifest Difficulty of Staying Ashamed of Anything When Tony Is This Excited About It, Fluff and Smut
Summary:

"At the end of the day, you just want to be my pretty little girl, is that it?"

Steve surged up to wrap his arms around Tony, kissing him with the kind of filthy fervor that Steve usually reserved for you could have died or I haven't had an orgasm in 36 hours.

So, all right then. Hypothesis confirmed.

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Getting into that dangerous area where I’m like “my WIP list is so short!! WHAT SHALL I START WRITING NEXT?” 

*facepalm*

WIPs currently active: 5, because I finished another thing! And posted it! And a bunch of you read it, you brave people. ILU.

Words written this week: 3,786

WIPs that got no words this week: 1 - Slavefic #5

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 187, many of them about emoji.

Born in the Blood: 446, many of them about Steve freaking out.

Things We’d Held in Secret (formerly known as Loving and Overall Really Mostly Consensual and Well-Intentioned Cannibalism): 643, done and posted!!

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 943, and I think I have finally figured out the arc of the story. Or. The arc of this part of the story, and how it fits into the much larger arc of story I have, inevitably, plotted out for this universe because of who I am as a person.

Less-Sad Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward” (Which is Semi-Officially the Saddest Story in All of Not Without You, out now in PDF and coming soon in hardcover!!):  1,511

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I guess this the upside of all those WIP update posts, I can just say: Hey look it's the cannibalism one at last!

Written for [tumblr.com profile] latenightliar for [tumblr.com profile] fandomtrumpshate! Thanks to brighteyedjill and Sevvie for beta/encouragement!

Title is from "Psalm 40:2" by the Mountain Goats. Alternate summary: John 6:53.

Things We'd Held in Secret (11146 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes
Additional Tags: Cannibalism, Unknowing cannibalism, consensual cannibalism, Super Soldier Serum, It's Nice Really I Swear, Blood and Gore, Cuddling & Snuggling, Rituals, Catholic Subtext, It's not that far sub the text
Summary:

Steve and Bucky were trapped together behind enemy lines in 1944. Bucky was badly injured, and for days Steve fed him the only way he could with no supplies on hand but a sharp knife. Bucky didn't understand what was happening at the time, and afterward there was never a good time to tell him--but now that Steve knows what he really did for Bucky, the secret is going to have to come out.

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I finished something! Finally!

WIPs currently active: 6, because I finished! a thing! and also took my random impulse fixit fic off the list.

Words written this week: 3,311

WIPs that got no words this week: 3 - Codename: Aluminum Bastard, Born in the Blood, and Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward”

WIPs that did get words this week:

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 493

Loving and Overall Really Mostly Consensual and Well-Intentioned Cannibalism: 513, really REALLY close to being done now!!

Smut Swap Pinch Hit Story In A Pairing I’ve Never Written Before: 2,227, and DONE! HOURS ahead of the deadline. HOURS!

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 78

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SNot a great week for writing, due to money-writing stuff and real life stuff, but… maybe this week will be better? Fingers crossed?

WIPs currently active: 8, because I haven’t finished any of the things I am just! about! to finish!!

Words written this week: 4,359

WIPs that got no words this week: 4 - Codename: Aluminum Bastard, Born in the Blood, Slavefic #5, and Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward”

WIPs that did get words this week:

Loving and Overall Really Mostly Consensual and Well-Intentioned Cannibalism: 203, really, really close to being done if I would… actually… write it.

Smut Swap Pinch Hit Story In A Pairing I’ve Never Written Before: 1,608, which is good, because it’s due in six days. ALMOST DONE, I SWEAR.

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 2,515 :DDDDDD

Fixit/Reaction Fic for Sad Fanart from 2014: 33

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This week was pretty good, numerically, although a bunch of that was “starting new fic that no one asked for and I’m not even sure what I’m doing with this” and “went to a writing meetup and added 100 words to every WIP” which is actually useful when I’m stuck on everything but does not equate to getting very much forward on anything, so… anyway, I wrote some stuff this week!

WIPs currently active: 8, because I… started a new thing that I don’t know what I’m doing with it. Oops? 

Words written this week: 8,677

WIPs that got no words this week: 0

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 145, but a fairly important 145 in terms of Getting On With It

Born in the Blood: 304

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 1,310, bringing the word count total to 30,028 and moving us squarely into the late middle of the story. I… have no idea how much longer the middle is going to go on before I can get all of the middle parts sorted. :D:

Loving and Overall Really Mostly Consensual and Well-Intentioned Cannibalism: 2,774, including the actual onscreen cannibalism bit! so it’s really very close to finishing now!! AREN’T YOU EXCITED?!

Less-Sad Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward” (Which is Semi-Officially the Saddest Story in All of Not Without You): 201

Smut Swap Pinch Hit Story In A Pairing I’ve Never Written Before: 138, creeping toward the end bit, which is good because it’s sort of due in less than two weeks now.

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 1,217, all of which I finally recognized last night as an unnecessary narrative detour so I’ll be deleting all of it soon but… at least I figured that out? and can get back to the proper story now? I should… probably make an outline and figure out what the proper story is.

Fixit/Reaction Fic for Sad Fanart from 2014: 2,588, idek guys

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Another belated announcement of fic posted elsewhere...



The Pillow Box: Collected Slave-verse Tumblr Fics
(17200 words):

Chapter 5: Comfort (3502 words)

Not written to any specific prompts, just a hurt/comfort followup to #4. Happy 100th Birthday, Bucky!

Chapters: 5/?
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), and Iron Man (Movies)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes & Tony Stark
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Tony Stark, Jarvis (Iron Man movies), Stark Robots (Marvel), Sam Wilson (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Slavery, Alternate Universe - Dystopia, Master/Slave, Hurt/Comfort, Kneeling, Cuddling & Snuggling, Rewards, Bananas, Robots, Weight Issues, Food Issues, Bathing/Washing, POV Outsider, Eating Disorders, Vomiting
Series: Part 3 of All These Burning Hearts in Hell

Summary:
Collected ficlets from the All These Burning Hearts in Hell 'verse, starring Tony and Threetoo with Threetoo's pillow nest in a supporting role. Prompts for each ficlet in the chapter's summary.

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I was full speed ahead on other writing this week, so fic got a bit shortchanged. Still! Progress here and there!

WIPs currently active: 7

Words written this week: 3,304

WIPs that got no words this week: 3 - broken dick epic, Slavefic #5, and Cap Reverse Big Bang dragon!Bucky/tribute!Steve

WIPs that did get words this week:

Born in the Blood: 1,369

Loving and Overall Really Mostly Consensual and Well-Intentioned Cannibalism: 605

Less-Sad Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward” (Which is Semi-Officially the Saddest Story in All of Not Without You): 361

Smut Swap Pinch Hit Story In A Pairing I’ve Never Written Before: 969, somehow still exactly as halfwayish done as it was last week. 

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Sometimes I’m all like “no no I really never wrote terrible stuff happening on-page before I started writing terrible things happening to Bucky Barnes” and then I remember that literally the first explicit story I wrote in a fandom where I was interacting directly with other fans was… 

Relax, a Due South story featuring Non-Con Hypnotism, Dub-Con Hypnotism, and a dude who could give Steve Rogers a run for his money in moral rectitude deliberately inducing amnesia in the guy he’s in love with. More than once. Andthentheyhavesextheend. 

So! Always in character as myself, I guess. Whoever is writing me is really doing a good job at that. 

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A much better week! Weirdly, due to me writing a lot on the things that actually have deadlines, what is the world even coming to.

WIPs currently active: 7, because I started on my @capreversebb story!

Words written this week: 8,459

WIPs that got no words this week: 0 

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 273

Born in the Blood: 337

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 263

Loving and Overall Really Mostly Consensual and Well-Intentioned Cannibalism: 227

Less-Sad Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward” (Which is Semi-Officially the Saddest Story in All of Not Without You): 785, introducing Rhodey POV! Wheeeee!!

Smut Swap Pinch Hit Story In A Pairing I’ve Never Written Before: 2,487, so it’s halfwayish done! And not due until April, good work me!

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 4,087, which… is not halfway done.

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Uff, not such a great week–I was stuck on some for-money writing work, and it dragged down my fic-writing as well. Still! Onward!

WIPs currently active: 6, because I finished Pillow Box #5 and haven’t started my @capreversebb story yet! (Ahahaha hope you guys didn’t think cannibalism was the only weird thing I was writing this year ahahaha)

Words written this week: 4,643

WIPs that got no words this week: 4 - the WIP codenamed Aluminum Bastard, Born in the Blood, Sequel to Saddest Story, and Smut Swap New Pairing Story.

WIPs that did get words this week:

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 2,132, not ALL OF THEM about anybody touching anybody else with reverent, trembling hands, just, you know. A lot of them.

Pillow Box #5: Comfort/Petting/Sleeping in the Pillow Box: 1,186, and finished and posted!

Loving and Overall Really Mostly Consensual and Well-Intentioned Cannibalism: 1,325

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Slightly better than last week! Finishing chapters of things is almost like actually finishing things, right?!

WIPs currently active: 7, because I signed up to pinch hit for Smut Swap and immediately got started on that story that I will probably still somehow manage to go right to the deadline with.

Words written this week: 7,165, up a little from last week!

WIPs that got no words this week: 0

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 2,151. Man I love when I succeed in finishing a chapter by deciding that the middle is actually the end. Also this WIP crossed 170,000 words this week, at which point I realized that last week when I said I had about 72,000 words to write on this, I really meant 82,000. But now probably only 80! Ish! Ahahahahaha *sobbing*

Born in the Blood: 161, finishing off Chapter 12! Which is up now! And I think there are only maybe three or four (maybe five?) more chapters so apologies to anyone who thought you were getting a lot of Bucky recovery and a stable triad relationship by the end of this story.

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 1,306. You know that feeling when you write something terrible and you’re like “should I really linger and zoom the camera in on this? or should I just let the readers notice for themselves how incredibly terrible this is?” …That.

Pillow Box #5: Comfort/Petting/Sleeping in the Pillow Box: 609, gosh it’s like something is compelling me to write Threetoo and Tony having mostly non-terrible times and a lot of cuddles.

Loving and Overall Really Mostly Consensual and Well-Intentioned Cannibalism: 754, but I definitely need to go back through that and linger and zoom in on things more. (The only thing more fun than always writing longer than you mean to is having your first drafts always need more fleshing out, so everything just GETS LONGER STILL. My brain is some kind of sourdough starter of fiction.)

Less-Sad Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward” (Which is Semi-Officially the Saddest Story in All of Not Without You): 1,608, including “big dramatic scene that is sort of the centerpiece of my thoughts about this story” IMMEDIATELY going sideways from how I had been imagining it before writing it. But it’s better this way, so that’s cool. Also, haha, wow, I really need to figure out what else happens in this story in some kind of detail at some point. Hm.

Smut Swap Pinch Hit Story In A Pairing I’ve Never Written Before That I Picked Up This Week Because I Make Really Good Time Management Choices: 576

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So, here, please enjoy the couple of paragraphs that put it over that line:

Steve jerked back from him, his expression crumpling into anxious hurt, and Bucky realized he was awake now, and it had been a dream. He slid his hands in to cover his face, rubbing at his eyes as he said, “Did I make a sound?”

 "No,“ Steve said. "You were quiet, and still, just… shaking a little. I could tell." 

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Not my best week, but not bad!

WIPs currently active: 6,  no change from last week.

Words written this week: 6,448, down a bit from last week, due in part to a “nope everything I’m writing is terrible and I need to stop trying and go read @gyzym’s new Harry/Draco fic for the rest of the day” kind of day on Monday.

(I figured out what was going wrong with the writing and made it better starting on Tuesday, no worries.)

WIPs that got no words this week: 0

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 2,425, and Steve is being Aggressively Competent at things Bucky does not expect him to be Aggressively Competent at and it’s very confusing.

Born in the Blood: 1,502, so Chapter 12 might? actually? be done? we’ll see what the betas think. :D

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 769, moving right along toward exciting new varieties of terribleness!

Pillow Box #5: Comfort/Petting/Sleeping in the Pillow Box: 192

Loving and Overall Really Mostly Consensual and Well-Intentioned Cannibalism: 1,481, and things are starting to get REALLY interesting. As opposed to, you know, the boring typical parts. :D

Less-Sad Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward” (Which is Semi-Officially the Saddest Story in All of Not Without You): 79, look, it’s a start, okay?

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Tagged by @silentwalrus1​!

5 things you’ll find in my bag

1. Druuuuugs. By which I mean a sheet of generic Sudafed and a little mint tin filled with Advil and Excedrin. I have a lot of headaches, okay.

2. A set of headphones. I don’t go ANYWHERE without the ability to plug into my phone and tune out the world.

3. Small notebook. I almost never use it–I take pictures of things rather than writing notes/lists for myself, or make To Do items in Habitica–but it’s nice to know it’s there. 

4. An actual metal nail file. I bite my nails, not constantly, but enough that “ugh my nails are raggedy and it is Bothering Me” is a thing that I need to be able to deal with at any time.

5. Pretty enameled compact mirror that I got as a bridesmaid’s gift for standing up in my little brother’s wedding five years ago. I pretty much never wear makeup, but a tiny mirror is handy sometimes!

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