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[livejournal.com profile] hc_bingo:

waterboarding bruises hunger / starvation archaic medical treatment telepathic trauma
tyranny / rebellion isolation loss of hearing assault unrequited pining
comfort food or item homesickness WILD CARD brainwashing / deprogramming loss of possessions
trust issues hallucinations loss of identity atonement cages
poltergeist hiding an injury / illness cuddling surgery invisibility
dira: Bucky Barnes/The Winter Soldier (Default)
So I decided I wanted to write fic about Bucky wearing panties. And then I realized that there had to be a reason he was wearing them and where did Bucky even ACQUIRE panties and...

So anyway, thirty thousand words later: Bucky in panties fic!

Many thanks to [livejournal.com profile] rubynye for supporting this story all along and [tumblr.com profile] feanorinleatherpants for not only cheering this story on but illustrating, and to [personal profile] giddygeek for beta!

There's My Territory (29587 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers/Sam Wilson, Steve Rogers/Sam Wilson, James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Lingerie, Cookies, Threesome - M/M/M, Internalized Kink Shaming, Disordered Eating
Summary:

"That's the beauty of this stuff," the salesman said, tilting his head toward the display Bucky had been looking at. "Nobody knows what you're keeping under your clothes. That's between you and yourself."

dira: Nate Fick, keeping his chin up (Nate - Chin Up)
All done, omg! :D :D :D


The Frame You Made (24582 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 6/6
Fandom: Generation Kill
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Brad Colbert/Nate Fick, Brad Colbert/Nate Fick/Original Female Character
Characters: Nate Fick, Brad Colbert, Original Characters
Additional Tags: Kid Fic, Future Fic, Curtain Fic
Summary:

Six further epilogues for Don't You Shake Alone, 2004-2011.





Also, with this story finished, I have written (slightly) more words in Generation Kill than my total from Due South (338,739 versus 337,957), in exactly half the number of stories (28 versus 56). o.O
dira: Bucky Barnes/The Winter Soldier (Default)
Thanks to [personal profile] templemarker for beta!

The Frame You Made (20120 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 5/6
Fandom: Generation Kill
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Brad Colbert/Nate Fick, Brad Colbert/Nate Fick/Original Female Character
Characters: Nate Fick, Brad Colbert, Original Characters
Additional Tags: Kid Fic, Future Fic, Curtain Fic
Summary:

(Eventually) six further epilogues for Don't You Shake Alone.



Almost the end! December 22, 2010.
dira: Bucky Barnes/The Winter Soldier (Default)
Okay, so four score and fourteen days ago, when dinosaurs roamed the earth and we didn’t even have Age of Ultron set photos, let alone a ComicCon trailer, I posted this fic "On Your Way Up to the Light" and I promised that there was totally going to be a sequel.

Now there is a sequel! :D

Many many thanks to [personal profile] commodorified, [personal profile] iulia, [livejournal.com profile] rubynye, [personal profile] sophia_sol and [personal profile] templemarker for all their help with this one, it was kind of a beast. ♥

Seek Out the Hidden Places (31062 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Sam Wilson, Steve Rogers/Sam Wilson, James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers
Characters: Sam Wilson, Steve Rogers, Bucky Barnes, Tony Stark
Additional Tags: Polyamory, Bucky Barnes Has Issues, Dating, secondary trauma
Series: Part 2 of Just Stay Alive
Summary:

Today, on this morning, while Sam stood here in his PJs, his boyfriend Captain America was in his kitchen eating yogurt, and Sam had to figure out how to tell him that he'd kind of arguably cheated on him with the Winter Soldier who was also, incidentally, Bucky Barnes, the other half of the thus-far-tragic love story of Steve Rogers' epic life.

dira: Bucky Barnes/The Winter Soldier (Default)
Fic! With thanks to [personal profile] iulia and [personal profile] templemarker for beta! ♥


The Frame You Made (16543 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 4/6
Fandom: Generation Kill
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Brad Colbert/Nate Fick, Brad Colbert/Nate Fick/Original Female Character
Characters: Nate Fick, Brad Colbert, Original Characters
Additional Tags: Kid Fic, Future Fic, Curtain Fic
Summary:

(Eventually) six further epilogues for Don't You Shake Alone.



Chapter 4: Nate and Brad and a newborn. :D
dira: Bucky Barnes/The Winter Soldier (Default)
Because I saw this somewhere, looked it up, and was too entertained by the results not to recycle this meme: Pick up the book nearest to you and turn to page 45. The first sentence expains your love life.

"In the early 19th century an English convict named William Buckley escaped from a penal colony in Australia and for three decades lived happily with the Wathaurung aborigines."


(From Steven Pinker's The Better Angels of Our Nature: Why Violence Has Declined, which I find fascinating even though I can only read it for about twenty minutes at a time before I get distracted or fall asleep. I'm really curious about what Steve Rogers would make of The Long Peace, and my opinion of Hydra's organizational efficacy is going down with every page I read--I mean, seriously, they've supposedly been agitating for all this time and we never had a World War III?)
dira: Bucky Barnes/The Winter Soldier (Default)
With many thanks to [personal profile] astolat and [livejournal.com profile] rubynye for beta! ♥

Terms of Surrender (4654 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Steve Rogers/Sam Wilson
Characters: Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Bondage, Painplay, Impact Play, Masochism, BDSM, Consensual Violence, Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot
Summary:


The body he'd been given felt like a layer of uniform he couldn't take off. People looking at it were just admiring perfect design, the same as anybody whose eye was drawn by the stars and stripes.



...Happy consensual beatings! :D

Also I don't actually have a Sam or Steve icon and Bucky is not actually in this story. Hm. Have to work on that.
dira: Nate Fick, keeping his chin up (Nate - Chin Up)
With thanks to [personal profile] iulia for stepping in to beta this one! <3

The Frame You Made (12205 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 3/?
Fandom: Generation Kill
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Brad Colbert/Nate Fick, Brad Colbert/Nate Fick/Original Female Character
Characters: Nate Fick, Brad Colbert, Original Characters
Additional Tags: Kid Fic, Future Fic, Curtain Fic
Summary:


(Eventually) six further epilogues for Don't You Shake Alone.



Chapter 3: Now with updated rating and pairing because Marines may Make Do but they do not make babies without a lady getting involved. At least for the purposes of this story.

dira: Nate Fick, keeping his chin up (Nate - Chin Up)
Entirely unrelatedly, I just went to my local SF book group for the first time in months, and they are great, and it was great, and now I am home with a gin drink that didn't really need that second dollop of gin, and also a big bunch of green grapes, so things are going really pretty well around here.

And now, more fic! Chapter 2 takes place in October 2005, when Nate and Brad Have A Talk. Thanks once again to [personal profile] templemarker and [personal profile] oliviacirce for beta! <3



The Frame You Made (7269 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 2/6
Fandom: Generation Kill
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Brad Colbert/Nate Fick
Characters: Nate Fick, Brad Colbert, Original Characters
Additional Tags: Kid Fic, Future Fic, Curtain Fic
Summary:

(Eventually) six further epilogues for Don't You Shake Alone.

dira: Nate Fick, keeping his chin up (Nate - Chin Up)
So yesterday was the second birthday of my Generation Kill PTSD babyfic, Don't You Shake Alone, and for the occasion I decided to start posting my coda fic as a WIP. (I keep getting distracted by certain shiny metal objects, so I'm hoping the WIP thing will prod me along through actually finishing this before never.)

When I was writing Don't You Shake Alone, I started out with this very firm and specific idea about what I was going to do as an epilogue to that story, and I really loved the epilogue idea and I spent so much time happily plotting and refining the epilogue, and eventually I realized that that epilogue a) was going to be really impractically long for an epilogue and b) taking place, as it would, seven and a half years after the main action of the story, would require about six other epilogues to set it up. So then I wrote the epilogue the story actually has, instead, which very neatly tied off the story as it was and did not go starting up some whole other story, introducing new characters, etc.

But, you know, that was still the epilogue of my heart and I still wanted to write it, still MEANT to write it, and now I am actually writing it, by way of all the other epilogues required to set it up.

So with many thanks to everyone who's been involved with this story since 2012, and especially to [personal profile] templemarker and [personal profile] oliviacirce for betaing this story now, here's chapter one!



The Frame You Made (3299 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/6
Fandom: Generation Kill
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Brad Colbert/Nate Fick
Characters: Nate Fick, Brad Colbert, Original Characters
Additional Tags: Kid Fic, Future Fic, Curtain Fic
Summary:

(Eventually) six further epilogues for Don't You Shake Alone.

dira: Bucky Barnes/The Winter Soldier (Default)
Bucky made me do it. That is my story and I'm sticking to it. THE PUN IS NOT MY FAULT.

(The pun is absolutely my fault but I FEEL REALLY BAD ABOUT IT.)

(THERE IS ALSO PORN. IT'S NOT JUST PUNS ALL THE WAY DOWN.)

Adoring (2878 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers
Additional Tags: Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Bad Puns, Pre-Serum Steve Rogers
Summary:


"You don't, Buck, adoring's for saints. I ain't a saint."

"Sure you are." Bucky got back to kissing his way down, licking along the slightly sweaty line of Steve's sharp collarbone, and then remembered he'd been in the middle of saying something. "Patron saint of Barnes. Barneses. Me."

dira: Bucky Barnes/The Winter Soldier (Default)
Many many thanks to [personal profile] iulia for patient and recursive beta, and to [livejournal.com profile] rubynye for encouraging this from the beginning! Title is from Fiona Apple's "Criminal," because. Obviously.

This is possibly the most blasphemous but definitely the most earnestly Catholic piece of fic I've ever written. BE WARNED.

To the One I've Sinned Against (20802 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 5/5
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers
Additional Tags: Catholic, Priests, Confessions, Kneeling
Summary:


He knelt, touched his fingers to forehead, chest, left shoulder, right, and said more words than the soldier could ever remember speaking together.

They came in a well-worn fluent rush, easier than any post-mission report: "Bless me Father, for I have sinned. It has been a long time since my last confession."

dira: Bucky Barnes/The Winter Soldier (Default)
Fic! With thanks to [personal profile] verity for starting this and editing, and to [personal profile] iulia and [personal profile] sophia_sol for hand-holding!


Hold (3080 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes, Natasha Romanov, Sam Wilson (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Unrequited Love, Depression, house arrest, Animal Planet
Series: Part 4 of hold you on the way down
Summary:

After more than a week of observations and interviews and evaluations, after multiple sworn statements from Steve and Sam and Natasha, after the frankly disgusting and unethical implantation of those tracking devices, it was all over.

dira: Bucky Barnes/The Winter Soldier (Default)
So, here's the thing.

Tuesday morning I read [personal profile] verity's boomerang and then emailed her and said "how much are you going to hate me if I write the companion story that's all about Bucky?" and she said that would be great, I should do that, so I spent most of Tuesday writing Catch, which is, in large part, about how Bucky watches Animal Planet because he identifies with the animals. Particularly the dogs.

So, uh, then I had to write the kinkfic remix of my own fic, set in a much different universe? So that's what I spent yesterday on, and today, fic! With much thanks to [personal profile] verity for beta as well as kicking off this thing where I wrote 7,000 words of fic in two days, to [personal profile] minoanmiss for assuring me that sometimes you just have to write the puppyplay threesome and get it over with, and [personal profile] iulia for, uh, owning a dog and loving me anyway after I wrote this.

Story title is, as it turns out, not from the Guys & Dolls song "Marry the Man Today" because I have been mishearing that lyric for twenty years. ("Counterattack him" doesn't even make sense, though.)


Collar and Tag Him (3304 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers/Sam Wilson
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Puppy Play, Collars, Dom/sub, Threesome - M/M/M
Summary:

Bucky shook his head to hear the jingle of his tags. The blue star had MY NAME IS BUCKY on the front and IF FOUND PLEASE CALL and Steve's phone number on the back. The silver disc was stamped with the seal of Homeland Security and the document number of the memo finding James Buchanan Barnes fit for contact with civilians--better than a certified rabies vaccine any day.

dira: Bucky Barnes/The Winter Soldier (Default)
So first verity wrote boomerang, and then I entirely missed the point of that story and wrote the companion story where everything is all about Bucky.


Catch (2012 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanov
Additional Tags: Tamagotchi, Animal Planet, house arrest, Depression, Sad Bucky in Snow
Series: Part 2 of hold you on the way down
Summary:


He leaves the TV tuned to the lady with the sloths. An hour later, someone is talking to dogs the same way. He likes it when Steve talks to him, but the TV can do all the work for both of them. The dogs are better at it than Bucky is, anyway. They wag their tails.




If there are future installments of this series they will almost certainly be less depressing than this story.
dira: Bucky Barnes/The Winter Soldier (Default)
Anyone who feels like it should post their ten most CRUCIAL CRUCIAL CRUCIAL-ASS movies, like the movies that explain everything about yourselves in your current incarnations (not necessarily your ten favorite movies but the ten movies that you, as a person existing currently, feel would help people get to know you) (they can change later on obviously).


1. Captain America: The First Avenger (Bucky!)
2. Captain America: The Winter Soldier (Bucky!)
3. Captain America: The Winter Soldier (BUCKYYYYY)
4. Captain America: The Winter Soldier (BUT I KNEW HIM)
5. Captain America: The Winter Soldier (EXPRESSION OF ABJECT TERROR)
6. Captain America: The Winter Soldier (FACIAL HAIR)
7. Captain America: The Winter Soldier (BUT I KNEW HIM !!!!!!!)
8. Captain America: The Winter Soldier (MOUTHGUARD)
9. Spy Game (NATHAN MUIR PLEASE HEAL MY SOUL BY NOT BEING ALEXANDER PIERCE AND ALSO BY LOVING YOUR BOY SCOUT ALMOST AS MUCH AS STEVE LOVES BUCKY, WITH SOMEWHAT MORE RELIABLE RESULTS.)
10. What Maisie Knew (KIDFIC)

That's it. That's my whole entire brain lately. Now you know what will happen if you try to carry on a conversation with me: BUCKY, IS WHAT. ALSO POSSIBLY KIDFIC.

I should probably have a Bucky icon by now, but is that even still a thing? Do people still make LJ icons?
dira: Bucky Barnes/The Winter Soldier (Default)
Okay it took nearly a year, but I finished my bingo for [community profile] hc_bingo! This one was for the "forced soulbonding" square.

Many thanks to [personal profile] verity and [personal profile] templemarker for beta!! Title is from, uh, Paul Stookey's "Wedding Song." SHUT UP, TOTALLY APPROPRIATE ESPECIALLY IF YOU ASSUME ALL REFERENCES TO JESUS REFER TO OUR WEREWOLF SAVIOR, SCOTT MCCALL.

Ahem. Anyway!

Now Until the End (17737 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Underage
Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski
Characters: Derek Hale, Stiles Stilinski, Scott McCall, Sheriff Stilinski, Melissa McCall
Additional Tags: Soul Bond, Dubiously Consensual Soul Bond, Hurt/Comfort, Episode AU: s01e04 Magic Bullet, Community: hc_bingo
Summary:

AU from 1x04, "Magic Bullet."

"Why the hell did you do that?" Derek demanded. "Why would you bond with me? You were going to leave me for dead, you didn't want anything to do with helping me."

"Okay, first of all, that was like two hours ago and I've grown a lot as a person since then," Stiles said.

dira: Bucky Barnes/The Winter Soldier (Default)
With many thanks to [personal profile] iulia for beta, and to [personal profile] minoanmiss and [personal profile] commodorified for encouraging me all the way along!

Story & series title are from "Amy (Spent Gladiator I)", by the Mountain Goats. Naturally.


On Your Way Up to the Light (11784 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Sam Wilson, Steve Rogers/Sam Wilson
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier, Dissociation, Amnesia
Series: Part 1 of Just Stay Alive
Summary:

He could learn to be Sam's friend, even if he hadn't figured out yet how to be Steve's.

dira: Bucky Barnes/The Winter Soldier (Default)
At long last, my fandomaid story for [livejournal.com profile] tliss!

I meant to write the next Aral/Jole story for this gift, but this story wanted to be written first, so here it is. It owes its inspiration to Refugees of War by salable_mystic, which gave me an idea that never would get out of my head, even three and a half years later, so here it is.

Many thanks to [personal profile] iulia for beta!

Shelter and Solace (10432 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Vorkosigan Saga - Lois McMaster Bujold
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Aral Vorkosigan/Cordelia Naismith Vorkosigan
Characters: Aral Vorkosigan, Gregor Vorbarra, Cordelia Naismith Vorkosigan
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Civil War, Childhood Trauma, Sad Kid, Refugees
Summary:


"We will go to Beta Colony. I have some family there, I think, and--a friend."

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