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2017-06-20 09:14 pm

MCU ageplay fic: It's Alright (To Be Little Bitty)

Iiiit's the Jemmie story! :D

It's Alright (To Be Little Bitty) (10217 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers
Additional Tags: Age Play, Daddy Kink, sexual age play, Dissociation, Internalized Kink Shaming, Cuddling & Snuggling, Bedtime Stories, Hair Braiding, Light Feminization, Hurt/Comfort
Series: Part 2 of Little Bitty
Summary:

Bucky and Steve have a good morning; Jemmie and Daddy have a good night.

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2017-06-18 07:20 pm

I guess now I should... do something else with the rest of my day?

OH GOD I ACTUALLY FINISHED SLAVEFIC #5

It is a smidge over 49k and, uh, it is going to hurt. A lot.

I would apologize in advance but this is serious “time to own that actually you just like making your characters and readers suffer” territory. :D:

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2017-06-18 03:20 pm

This TWO weeks in writing, 6/18

…I was traveling to visit family last Sunday and sort of forgot that Sunday was happening in the haze of spending several hours with my parents and then several hours discussing my parents with my brothers. Oops?

But now I am home again! And writing things! And talking about them on Tumblr!

WIPs currently active: 5, because I finished Little Bitty #2!!

Words written this week fortnight: 12,611, which was one really good week and one kinda meh week, so it balances out. :D

WIPs that got no words this week: 3 - broken dick epic, Born in the Blood, sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward”. Which is what happens when I frantically attempt to FINISH THINGS that are either v. close to finishing or HAVE ACTUAL DEADLINES OH GOD.

WIPs that did get words this week:

Little Bitty #2 (Jemmie): 1,628 and DONE!!! at just over 10k. And… will… definitely get betaed and posted! Someday! When I find a minute in between ALL THE OTHER THINGS.

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 7,344, and I am in the middle of the FINAL CHAPTER OH MAN I AM SO CLOSE TO FINISHING!!!! Also it’s just over 46k, so apparently it’s not, uh, going to be appreciably shorter than Sink Right to the Floor, which for a while I had thought it would be. Ahahaha why would anything ever be short, why would I even dream of that. /o\

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 3,639, and getting! really! close! to being! done! which is good because I post in less than two weeks!! :DDD:

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2017-06-07 08:55 pm

Hey, look! Books!



The first two Protection of the Pack books are now out in paperback! And the others are forthcoming, as soon as I get all the formatting sorted and the paperback cover art. :D




Meanwhile, I have FINISHED WRITING the (wildly unrelated) next book I'm bringing out, Surrendered to the Sea, about a somewhat hapless shapeshifting sea god* and the omega werewolf he rescues from drowning and then settles down with on a magical** island.

*Not the god of, like, the entire sea. That would be way too much responsibility for Lir. He’s basically the god of the North Atlantic Drift.

**The fact that it is largely made of plastic does not mean that it is not also magical, okay.

Featuring heat sex, omega pregnancy, The Real Enemy Is Depression, and only the most refined and discreet references to tentacle sex, Surrendered to the Sea is allllmost finished in the draft stage, and I hope to have it out sometime in June!

If you’d like to be one of the first to read it (for free!), you can sign up for my Advance Readers mailing list by filling out the signup form HERE.
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2017-06-04 07:48 pm

This week in writing, 6/4

I FINISHED WRITING A BOOK!!! ABOUT A SAD WEREWOLF FALLING IN LOVE! AND STARTED ANOTHER ONE!!! ALSO ABOUT SAD WEREWOLVES FALLING IN LOVE.

…I did not, however, write all that much fic, but, you know. something had to give.

WIPs currently active: 6

Words written this week: 2,915

WIPs that got no words this week: 3 - Born in the Blood, Slavefic #5, sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward”

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 291 (that awkward moment when everything is terrible and then you have to try to pry the characters up from rock bottom)

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 951 (yet another instance of OH MAN I KNOW WHERE I’M GOING WITH THIS NOW.)

Little Bitty #2 (Jemmie): 1,673 (sooooo clooooose to finishing!! SO CLOSE.)

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2017-05-28 11:55 pm

The week in writing 5/28

WIPs currently active: 6

Words written this week: 4,187

WIPs that got no words this week: 0

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 1,106, and I finished! a chapter! for the first time in three months!! And ahahahha I ruined everything oh god I didn’t know I could make them this sad this far into the story.

Born in the Blood: 720, and… things… are… happening? Probably?

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 1,659, SO MUCH DRAMA. 

Less-Sad Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward”: 214

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 175

Little Bitty #2 (Jemmie): 313

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2017-05-26 01:38 am

In the annals of excellent life choices

So there’s a new Twin Peaks… thing…? out? I guess? And I have never seen Twin Peaks (but am fairly well spoiled for whodunnit and so on) and have pretty firmly decided that, NOPE, NOT FOR ME, TOO CREEPY AND AWFUL.

…So tonight I was like “hey, I want to watch some TV and obviously Twin Peaks is not even in the running, but what should I watch? Leverage? Sense8?”

And then Netflix recommended me The Keepers. About the unsolved murder of a nun, and how her murder connected to the horrific sexual abuse of teen girls in the school where she taught because THAT IS MUCH LESS CREEPY AND AWFUL AND HORRIFYING THAN TWIN PEAKS? OR. THE OPPOSITE OF THAT. SO OBVIOUSLY I WATCHED THAT.

(I mean, the series seems amazingly well done and I’m sure I’m going to watch the rest of it, just, you know, this is EXACTLY LIKE that time I decided not to read the second and third books of the Hunger Games trilogy because they were too grim and depressing and instead I went and read a book about the Donner party. GUESS WHAT, GRIM AND DEPRESSING AND THE ADDED HORROR OF ACTUALLY BEING TRUE.)

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2017-05-22 01:21 am

This week in writing, 5/21

WIPs currently active: 6

Words written this week: 4,360

WIPs that got no words this week: 3 - broken dick epic, Born in the Blood, sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward”

WIPs that did get words this week:

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 1,824

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 1,736, oh god I have so much more to write I’m so glad I have a late posting date. /o\

Little Bitty #2 (Jemmie): 800

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2017-05-14 03:13 pm

This week in writing, 5/14

Another good week! for writing! if maybe not for the world at large!

WIPs currently active: 6

Words written this week: 8,009 (third week in a row writing more fic than money stuff, but the margin is at least less alarming this week?)

WIPs that got no words this week: 0

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 205. You know how sometimes writing characters fighting is really fun and invigorating because a big dramatic scene has its own momentum? And then sometimes it is the day after the president fired the director of the FBI and you are already a little bit on edge about, like, your country declining into authoritarianism while you watch helplessly, and you try to write your POV character feeling really scared and upset and fighting with the love of his life and then you are abruptly too keyed up and anxious to do any more work that day? Sometimes… that. So, a hard-won 205 words, is what I am saying.

Born in the Blood: 2,305, and I actually! finished! this chapter! I think! if my betas agree! And there are only like three chapters left probably???

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 1,626, and Threetoo’s day is getting better while Tony’s is getting so. much. worse. And also I only have like… two chapters left to write on this? Two and a half? Ish?

Less-Sad Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward”: 321, and idk if you guys know this but James Rhodes’ life is really difficult. And by “life” I mean “this conversation he needs to have with Tony where he attempts to prevent Tony from flying off the handle.” Which, by volume, is probably a significant percentage of his life really.

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 863, and I think I know how it ends! I… keep saying that every week because it keeps changing. BUT REALLY I THINK I KNOW WHERE I’M GOING NOW WHICH IS GOOD BECAUSE HOLY SHIT POSTING STARTS SOON.

Little Bitty #2 (Jemmie): 2,689, oh look the comfort-y id story is winning in a stressful week that is SO WEIRD. 

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2017-05-08 01:08 am

This week in writing, 5/7

WIPs currently active: 6

Words written this week: 6,845

WIPs that got no words this week: 1 - Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward”

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 327

Born in the Blood: 431, and I have mostly figured out how the chapter is going to end! probably!

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 675

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 3,649

Little Bitty #2 (Jemmie): 1,763

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2017-04-30 05:01 pm

This week in writing, 4/30

Show of hands, who is surprised that I started writing a new thing this week? Is it no one? Looks like no one.

WIPs currently active: 6, see above.

Words written this week: 8,970, I, uh, did not do as much for-money writing as I should have this week. Oops.

WIPs that got no words this week: 0

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 1,050

Born in the Blood: 1,300, and I am so close to finishing this chapter as soon as I figure out how to finish this chapter.

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 1,571

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 1,802, and I continue to figure out the arc of the story and specifically how to get a dragon and smol Steve to have sex with each other. (Spoiler: THEY’RE GONNA.)

Less-Sad Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward”: 1,618

Little Bitty #2 (Jemmie): 1,629

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2017-04-29 01:04 pm

MCU Fic: Come on and Get Your Kicks (Steve/Tony)

[community profile] smutswap stories are revealed, so here's mine, written for SilverShepard! Many thanks to Frostfire, Ylixia, and Feanorinleatherpants for their help and encouragement. :D

Come on and Get Your Kicks (8121 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Steve Rogers/Tony Stark
Characters: Tony Stark, Steve Rogers
Additional Tags: Feminization, Crossdressing, Dirty Talk, Shame in Sexual Desires, The Manifest Difficulty of Staying Ashamed of Anything When Tony Is This Excited About It, Fluff and Smut
Summary:

"At the end of the day, you just want to be my pretty little girl, is that it?"

Steve surged up to wrap his arms around Tony, kissing him with the kind of filthy fervor that Steve usually reserved for you could have died or I haven't had an orgasm in 36 hours.

So, all right then. Hypothesis confirmed.

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2017-04-23 07:19 pm

This week in writing, 4/23

Getting into that dangerous area where I’m like “my WIP list is so short!! WHAT SHALL I START WRITING NEXT?” 

*facepalm*

WIPs currently active: 5, because I finished another thing! And posted it! And a bunch of you read it, you brave people. ILU.

Words written this week: 3,786

WIPs that got no words this week: 1 - Slavefic #5

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 187, many of them about emoji.

Born in the Blood: 446, many of them about Steve freaking out.

Things We’d Held in Secret (formerly known as Loving and Overall Really Mostly Consensual and Well-Intentioned Cannibalism): 643, done and posted!!

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 943, and I think I have finally figured out the arc of the story. Or. The arc of this part of the story, and how it fits into the much larger arc of story I have, inevitably, plotted out for this universe because of who I am as a person.

Less-Sad Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward” (Which is Semi-Officially the Saddest Story in All of Not Without You, out now in PDF and coming soon in hardcover!!):  1,511

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2017-04-19 11:46 pm

MCU Fic: Things We'd Held in Secret

I guess this the upside of all those WIP update posts, I can just say: Hey look it's the cannibalism one at last!

Written for [tumblr.com profile] latenightliar for [tumblr.com profile] fandomtrumpshate! Thanks to brighteyedjill and Sevvie for beta/encouragement!

Title is from "Psalm 40:2" by the Mountain Goats. Alternate summary: John 6:53.

Things We'd Held in Secret (11146 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes
Additional Tags: Cannibalism, Unknowing cannibalism, consensual cannibalism, Super Soldier Serum, It's Nice Really I Swear, Blood and Gore, Cuddling & Snuggling, Rituals, Catholic Subtext, It's not that far sub the text
Summary:

Steve and Bucky were trapped together behind enemy lines in 1944. Bucky was badly injured, and for days Steve fed him the only way he could with no supplies on hand but a sharp knife. Bucky didn't understand what was happening at the time, and afterward there was never a good time to tell him--but now that Steve knows what he really did for Bucky, the secret is going to have to come out.

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2017-04-16 03:14 pm

This week in writing, 4/16

I finished something! Finally!

WIPs currently active: 6, because I finished! a thing! and also took my random impulse fixit fic off the list.

Words written this week: 3,311

WIPs that got no words this week: 3 - Codename: Aluminum Bastard, Born in the Blood, and Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward”

WIPs that did get words this week:

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 493

Loving and Overall Really Mostly Consensual and Well-Intentioned Cannibalism: 513, really REALLY close to being done now!!

Smut Swap Pinch Hit Story In A Pairing I’ve Never Written Before: 2,227, and DONE! HOURS ahead of the deadline. HOURS!

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 78

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2017-04-09 05:14 pm

This week in writing, 4/9

SNot a great week for writing, due to money-writing stuff and real life stuff, but… maybe this week will be better? Fingers crossed?

WIPs currently active: 8, because I haven’t finished any of the things I am just! about! to finish!!

Words written this week: 4,359

WIPs that got no words this week: 4 - Codename: Aluminum Bastard, Born in the Blood, Slavefic #5, and Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward”

WIPs that did get words this week:

Loving and Overall Really Mostly Consensual and Well-Intentioned Cannibalism: 203, really, really close to being done if I would… actually… write it.

Smut Swap Pinch Hit Story In A Pairing I’ve Never Written Before: 1,608, which is good, because it’s due in six days. ALMOST DONE, I SWEAR.

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 2,515 :DDDDDD

Fixit/Reaction Fic for Sad Fanart from 2014: 33

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2017-04-02 05:04 pm

This week in writing, 4/2

This week was pretty good, numerically, although a bunch of that was “starting new fic that no one asked for and I’m not even sure what I’m doing with this” and “went to a writing meetup and added 100 words to every WIP” which is actually useful when I’m stuck on everything but does not equate to getting very much forward on anything, so… anyway, I wrote some stuff this week!

WIPs currently active: 8, because I… started a new thing that I don’t know what I’m doing with it. Oops? 

Words written this week: 8,677

WIPs that got no words this week: 0

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 145, but a fairly important 145 in terms of Getting On With It

Born in the Blood: 304

Slavefic #5 (THE DRAMATIC REUNION): 1,310, bringing the word count total to 30,028 and moving us squarely into the late middle of the story. I… have no idea how much longer the middle is going to go on before I can get all of the middle parts sorted. :D:

Loving and Overall Really Mostly Consensual and Well-Intentioned Cannibalism: 2,774, including the actual onscreen cannibalism bit! so it’s really very close to finishing now!! AREN’T YOU EXCITED?!

Less-Sad Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward” (Which is Semi-Officially the Saddest Story in All of Not Without You): 201

Smut Swap Pinch Hit Story In A Pairing I’ve Never Written Before: 138, creeping toward the end bit, which is good because it’s sort of due in less than two weeks now.

Dragon!Bucky/Tribute!Steve Cap Reverse Big Bang Story: 1,217, all of which I finally recognized last night as an unnecessary narrative detour so I’ll be deleting all of it soon but… at least I figured that out? and can get back to the proper story now? I should… probably make an outline and figure out what the proper story is.

Fixit/Reaction Fic for Sad Fanart from 2014: 2,588, idek guys

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2017-03-29 08:59 pm

MCU SLave AU Fic: Pillow Box #5 - Comfort

Another belated announcement of fic posted elsewhere...



The Pillow Box: Collected Slave-verse Tumblr Fics
(17200 words):

Chapter 5: Comfort (3502 words)

Not written to any specific prompts, just a hurt/comfort followup to #4. Happy 100th Birthday, Bucky!

Chapters: 5/?
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), and Iron Man (Movies)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes & Tony Stark
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Tony Stark, Jarvis (Iron Man movies), Stark Robots (Marvel), Sam Wilson (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Slavery, Alternate Universe - Dystopia, Master/Slave, Hurt/Comfort, Kneeling, Cuddling & Snuggling, Rewards, Bananas, Robots, Weight Issues, Food Issues, Bathing/Washing, POV Outsider, Eating Disorders, Vomiting
Series: Part 3 of All These Burning Hearts in Hell

Summary:
Collected ficlets from the All These Burning Hearts in Hell 'verse, starring Tony and Threetoo with Threetoo's pillow nest in a supporting role. Prompts for each ficlet in the chapter's summary.

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2017-03-26 05:57 pm

This week in writing, 3/26

I was full speed ahead on other writing this week, so fic got a bit shortchanged. Still! Progress here and there!

WIPs currently active: 7

Words written this week: 3,304

WIPs that got no words this week: 3 - broken dick epic, Slavefic #5, and Cap Reverse Big Bang dragon!Bucky/tribute!Steve

WIPs that did get words this week:

Born in the Blood: 1,369

Loving and Overall Really Mostly Consensual and Well-Intentioned Cannibalism: 605

Less-Sad Sequel to “Ring the Bell Backward” (Which is Semi-Officially the Saddest Story in All of Not Without You): 361

Smut Swap Pinch Hit Story In A Pairing I’ve Never Written Before: 969, somehow still exactly as halfwayish done as it was last week. 

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2017-03-22 04:41 am

Sometimes I’m all like “no no I

Sometimes I’m all like “no no I really never wrote terrible stuff happening on-page before I started writing terrible things happening to Bucky Barnes” and then I remember that literally the first explicit story I wrote in a fandom where I was interacting directly with other fans was… 

Relax, a Due South story featuring Non-Con Hypnotism, Dub-Con Hypnotism, and a dude who could give Steve Rogers a run for his money in moral rectitude deliberately inducing amnesia in the guy he’s in love with. More than once. Andthentheyhavesextheend. 

So! Always in character as myself, I guess. Whoever is writing me is really doing a good job at that. 

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