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2017-04-29 01:04 pm

MCU Fic: Come on and Get Your Kicks (Steve/Tony)

[community profile] smutswap stories are revealed, so here's mine, written for SilverShepard! Many thanks to Frostfire, Ylixia, and Feanorinleatherpants for their help and encouragement. :D

Come on and Get Your Kicks (8121 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Steve Rogers/Tony Stark
Characters: Tony Stark, Steve Rogers
Additional Tags: Feminization, Crossdressing, Dirty Talk, Shame in Sexual Desires, The Manifest Difficulty of Staying Ashamed of Anything When Tony Is This Excited About It, Fluff and Smut
Summary:

"At the end of the day, you just want to be my pretty little girl, is that it?"

Steve surged up to wrap his arms around Tony, kissing him with the kind of filthy fervor that Steve usually reserved for you could have died or I haven't had an orgasm in 36 hours.

So, all right then. Hypothesis confirmed.

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2017-04-19 11:46 pm

MCU Fic: Things We'd Held in Secret

I guess this the upside of all those WIP update posts, I can just say: Hey look it's the cannibalism one at last!

Written for [tumblr.com profile] latenightliar for [tumblr.com profile] fandomtrumpshate! Thanks to brighteyedjill and Sevvie for beta/encouragement!

Title is from "Psalm 40:2" by the Mountain Goats. Alternate summary: John 6:53.

Things We'd Held in Secret (11146 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes
Additional Tags: Cannibalism, Unknowing cannibalism, consensual cannibalism, Super Soldier Serum, It's Nice Really I Swear, Blood and Gore, Cuddling & Snuggling, Rituals, Catholic Subtext, It's not that far sub the text
Summary:

Steve and Bucky were trapped together behind enemy lines in 1944. Bucky was badly injured, and for days Steve fed him the only way he could with no supplies on hand but a sharp knife. Bucky didn't understand what was happening at the time, and afterward there was never a good time to tell him--but now that Steve knows what he really did for Bucky, the secret is going to have to come out.

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2017-03-29 08:59 pm

MCU SLave AU Fic: Pillow Box #5 - Comfort

Another belated announcement of fic posted elsewhere...



The Pillow Box: Collected Slave-verse Tumblr Fics
(17200 words):

Chapter 5: Comfort (3502 words)

Not written to any specific prompts, just a hurt/comfort followup to #4. Happy 100th Birthday, Bucky!

Chapters: 5/?
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), and Iron Man (Movies)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes & Tony Stark
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Tony Stark, Jarvis (Iron Man movies), Stark Robots (Marvel), Sam Wilson (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Slavery, Alternate Universe - Dystopia, Master/Slave, Hurt/Comfort, Kneeling, Cuddling & Snuggling, Rewards, Bananas, Robots, Weight Issues, Food Issues, Bathing/Washing, POV Outsider, Eating Disorders, Vomiting
Series: Part 3 of All These Burning Hearts in Hell

Summary:
Collected ficlets from the All These Burning Hearts in Hell 'verse, starring Tony and Threetoo with Threetoo's pillow nest in a supporting role. Prompts for each ficlet in the chapter's summary.

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2017-02-14 08:36 pm

MCU SLave AU Fic: Pillow Box #4 - Sam

Chapter 4 was written for the following prompts:

Sam comes to visit Threetoo in the penthouse.
Threetoo's first mutual interaction with Sam.
Threetoo meeting someone new and Tony talking him though it?


This is set during Chapter 9 of "Sink Right to the Floor," so Sam is having one hell of a day.

Chapter 4

The Pillow Box: Collected Slave-verse Tumblr Fics (13698 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 4/?
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes & Tony Stark
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Tony Stark, Jarvis (Iron Man movies), Stark Robots (Marvel), Sam Wilson (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Slavery, Alternate Universe - Dystopia, Master/Slave, Hurt/Comfort, Kneeling, Cuddling & Snuggling, Rewards, Bananas, Robots, Weight Issues, Food Issues, Bathing/Washing, POV Outsider, Eating Disorders, Vomiting
Series: Part 3 of All These Burning Hearts in Hell
Summary:

Collected ficlets from the All These Burning Hearts in Hell 'verse, starring Tony and Threetoo with Threetoo's pillow nest in a supporting role. Prompts for each ficlet in the chapter's summary.

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2017-01-14 08:44 pm

MCU fic: Holding Fast (Sam/Steve)

Written for [tumblr.com profile] count-the-stars for the [tumblr.com profile] samstevegiftexchange!

Holding Fast (3670 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Steve Rogers/Sam Wilson
Characters: Sam Wilson (Marvel), Steve Rogers
Additional Tags: Post-Captain America: Civil War (Movie), Established Relationship, BDSM, Dom/sub Play, Sub Sam Wilson, gentle dom Steve Rogers, Biting
Summary:

Sam is used to playing hard with Steve, but after everything he's been through recently he needs something a little different.

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2017-01-11 01:00 pm

MCU AU Fic: Two Young, Savage Things (Explicit, Hulk/Winter Soldier)

A far, far distant prequel to the Cabin in Greenland OT3 curtainfic, "Look About (All the Stars Are Coming Out)."

Two Young, Savage Things (10151 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), The Incredible Hulk - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: Bruce Banner/James "Bucky" Barnes, James "Bucky" Barnes/Hulk
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Hulk (Marvel), Bruce Banner
Additional Tags: Dubious Consent, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Hulk Sex, Hulk Smash, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Captivity, Rough Sex, Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes, Size Difference, Size Kink, Not using the blood of our enemies as lube, Flashbacks, Protective Hulk, Smart Winter Soldier, Canon-Typical Violence
Series: Part 1 of All Eternals Deck
Summary:

How the Winter Soldier met the Hulk. (It is not a story for children.)

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2016-11-30 05:25 pm

MCU Slave AU Fic: Sink Right to the Floor

Hey! There is now kinda sorta a pairing in this series! At long last!

By all means let us focus on that and not the trainwreck happening in the tags, although you should definitely also... take a look at that before you click.


Sink Right to the Floor (48185 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 9/9
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Past James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson (Marvel), Helen Cho, Jarvis (Iron Man movies), Dummy (Iron Man movies)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Slavery, Alternate Universe - Dystopia, Suicidal Thoughts, suicide planning, Despair, Depression, Food Issues, Chastity Device, Genital Piercing, Outpatient Self-Surgery, Genital Injury, Blood, Medical Procedures, Memories, Flashbacks, Hopeful Ending
Series: Part 4 of All These Burning Hearts in Hell
Summary:

Steve's first several days in Stark custody, running roughly parallel to "Lying on a Marshmallow" and "The Pillow Box."

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2016-11-04 09:59 pm

MCU post-Civil War fic: When You Have to Go There

Because, dammit, Sam should get a turn being the one who falls apart and is comforted by his boyfriend and everyone else around them.


When You Have to Go There (16444 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Steve Rogers/Sam Wilson
Characters: Sam Wilson, Steve Rogers, Wanda Maximoff, T'Challa (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Depression, Post-Captain America: Civil War (Movie), Wakanda, Woobie Sam WIlson, Sam is not okay
Summary:

It had never crossed Sam's mind that he might end up on Wakanda's doorstep the way Steve and Natasha had ended up on his a few years back: battered and on the run, seeking refuge. Even less had he ever imagined that if he did, he would be welcomed in.

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2016-10-29 11:22 pm

Marvel Fic: And Besides, It Would Still Be All Right

A rare excursion into (sorta) het: Ace domme Natasha and lonely pre-CATWS Steve doing femdom BDSM. Title by Leonard Cohen, tag synopsis workshopping, beta, and general support from Medved and feanorinleatherpants!

And Besides, It Would Still Be All Right (4443 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Steve Rogers & Natasha Romanov, Steve Rogers/Natasha Romanov
Characters: Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanov
Additional Tags: Platonic BDSM, Platonic Sex, Asexual Character, BDSM, Caning, Choking, Breathplay, Leashes, Panties, Steve in Panties, Verbal Humiliation, Subspace, Pre-Captain America: The Winter Soldier, Lonely Steve Rogers, Natasha Is a Good Bro, Femdom, Nipple Torture, Crying, Hotel Sex, Aro/Ace Natasha, Steve Rogers & Natasha Romanov Friendship, Aftercare, Cuddling & Snuggling, Sleepovers
Summary:

Steve and Natasha weren't lovers like that.

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2016-10-25 08:51 pm

MCU fic: Then the Letting Go

Less-belatedly announcing the fic I posted last week (on my birthday!):

Then the Letting Go (3315 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers
Additional Tags: Omorashi, Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Dom/sub, Gentle Dom Steve, Kneeling, Cock Warming, Wetting
Summary:

"I don't want this to hurt. But you're staying where I put you."

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2016-10-25 08:17 pm

MCU Slave AU Fic(let): Pillow Box #3 - Bathtime

Belatedly announcing this ficlet--Chapter 3 went up a couple of weeks ago and I forgot to post here!

Chapter 3 is a fill for the following prompts from over at Tumblr: Threetoo bathing. Tony washing his hair. Lots of good touching. :) ; BUBBLE BATHSSssssssssssss ; seconding bathing! ; Threetoo getting a bath? Traumatic flashbacks optional.

The Pillow Box: Collected Slave-verse Tumblr Fics (7112 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 3/?
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes & Tony Stark
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Tony Stark, Jarvis (Iron Man movies), Stark Robots (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Slavery, Alternate Universe - Dystopia, Master/Slave, Hurt/Comfort, Kneeling, Cuddling & Snuggling, Rewards, Bananas, Robots, Weight Issues, Food Issues, Bathing/Washing
Series: Part 3 of All These Burning Hearts in Hell
Summary:

Collected ficlets from the All These Burning Hearts in Hell 'verse, starring Tony and Threetoo with Threetoo's pillow nest in a supporting role. Prompts for each ficlet in the chapter's summary.

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2016-09-27 10:12 am

Marvel Fic: Start All Over (in a Little Bitty World)

Tada! The sexy consensual Steve/Bucky ageplay that no one asked for! :D

Start All Over (in a Little Bitty World) (18520 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers
Additional Tags: Age Play, sexual age play, Daddy Kink, Consensual Kink, Homegrown Kink Practices, In-Scene Kink Negotiation, Bathing/Washing, Virginity Roleplay, please and thank you, Spanking, Corporal Punishment, Face Slapping, 1930s Parenting, Dom/sub, Anal Fingering, Anal Sex, Bruises, Cuddling & Snuggling
Summary:

Steve had been all of nineteen years old, frustrated with the obvious pretense of dominating Bucky when he barely came up to Bucky’s shoulder, even though they both desperately wanted it to work. He’d snapped, “This is stupid, Buck! I couldn’t really boss you around when you were six years old!”

Bucky, without hesitation, had said, “I’ll be five, then. Come on, here, I’m five.”

He’d folded to his knees and looked up at Steve for the first time with Jamesy’s eyes, spoke for the first time with Jamesy’s voice, and said, “Mister? I need somebody to look after me.”

Steve hadn’t always done the best job of it, but God, he’d tried, and he’d loved trying. He wasn’t ever going to quit trying.

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2016-09-06 01:03 pm

MCU idek AU fic: Look About (All the Stars Are Coming Out)

Look About (All the Stars Are Coming Out) (3264 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Bruce Banner/James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Natasha Romanov, Steve Rogers, Bruce Banner, James "Bucky" Barnes
Additional Tags: Curtain Fic, Cabin Fic, Alternate Universe, Set during the Avengers, animal husbandry, Dogs, Goats, Reindeer, Not What Natasha Was Expecting, POV Outsider
Summary:

In which Natasha’s recruitment of Bruce Banner to track down the Tesseract goes... a little differently.

(This is the self-indulgent curtainfic outsider POV epilogue to a massive complicated Bruce/Bucky-focused recovery AU that I haven't written and may never write. Because why write the 150,000 words of setup when you could just write the punchline?)

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2016-09-05 01:58 am

This week in writing, 9/4

WIPs currently active: 6… maybe 8?

Words written this week: 3,284

WIPs that got no words this week: 2 - Born in the Blood and the slavefic.

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 552, new total word count 157,951, ticking along. Slowly.

Bucky/Steve consensual sexy ageplay nobody asked for: 777, new total 14,211.

Post-CACW woobie!Sam/Steve: 568, so close to turning the corner to the beginning of the end.

Pillow Box: 1,240, which was the entirety of #2 - One-Star Review.

[Here be stuff that may or may not actually be in progress, because I was out of sorts and working on random shit.]

Ace!Bucky/Demisexual!Steve: 174

The Hulk/Bucky story EVERYBODY asked for: 73. There were… a lot of things to figure out before I could write anything. Also the trajectory from HTP terrifying captivity mutual-dub-con sex to RIDICULOUS CURTAINFIC is… possibly a built in bait and switch that will satisfy no one?? But whatever, it’s my ridiculous self-indulgent Hulk/Bucky bunny and I’ve written 73 words of it so it’s probably premature to worry about its reception.

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2016-09-01 02:30 am

What I’m Reading Wednesday, 8/31

Books:

Finally (FINALLY) actually reading the Random House paperback Captive Prince, after reading the self-pubbed ebook version back in… 2012? I have managed not to get spoiled for Book 3 yet PLEASE DON’T SPOIL ME.

Books finished:

Penric’s Demon (http://ift.tt/2b7711u) by Lois McMaster Bujold. Ohhh man this was DELIGHTFUL. I love the Chalion-verse, and this was such a fun trip through a new corner of it. I was also (as I have been studying romance structure a bit lately, in hopes of making my professional writing less full of ripping stuff out and starting over) really fascinated to note how much it is structured as a romance between Penric and his demon. 

Relatedly, I need SO MUCH pornfic about Penric and his demon, with or without other actual humans involved.

Interface (http://ift.tt/2cg77TJ) by Stephen Bury, a pseudonym for Neal Stephenson & J. Frederick George. Uh. Man. I did not enjoy this book on like, many levels. I was not already a Neal Stephenson fan, and I… continue not to be a Neal Stephenson fan. And @iuliamentis is not allowed to recommend any more books to me until she reads The Mad Earl’s Bride by Loretta Chase in recompense. (I mean, except for Contact, which I already borrowed from her, becasue Carl Sagan. I feel like I can trust Carl Sagan.)

Fic:

I have 7 fic tabs open, and another 59 Marked for Later on AO3. I’m currently halfway through reading “how cold steel is (and keen with hunger)” by jinlinli, part of the FLOOD of new stories from the Stucky Big Bang 2016. 

Fic finished:

(A sampling of stuff I’ve bookmarked recently–you can see all my bookmarks at http://ift.tt/2bFC4A9)

Every Tree That Is Pleasant (http://ift.tt/2byfchC) by @spitandvinegar. OH MAN YOU GUYS. FERAL STEVE-AND-BUCKY WITH THEIR HATRED OF CLOTHES AND THEIR SECRET TWIN LANGUAGE, I CANNOT EVEN THIS IS SO GREAT GO READ IT RIGHT NOW. Plus gorgeous art by @pium-poetam!

These American Dreams (ain’t no white picket fences left for me) (http://ift.tt/2b4f1Qe) by kariye. AHHHH THIS WAS ALSO FUCKING BRILLIANT (AND IS ALSO NOT NEARLY AS MUCH OF AN AU AS YOU MIGHT THINK WHEN YOU START READING). Bucky is living a quiet life in a small town in Indiana, working as a mechanic, putting off visiting his sister a few towns over, and there’s this guy who keeps jogging past his place wearing a really tight t-shirt. <3

Third Floor (http://ift.tt/2bsUSOu) by thingswithwings. Ghostbusters, Holtzy/Patty. In which Holtzmann just does not know why Patty is in her space ALL THE TIME. (Until she finally realizes why.)

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2016-08-30 11:45 am

MCU Slave AU Fic(let): Pillow Box #2 - One-Star Review

The Pillow Box: Collected Slave-verse Tumblr Fics (2895 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 2/?
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes & Tony Stark
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Tony Stark, Jarvis (Iron Man movies), Stark Robots (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Slavery, Alternate Universe - Dystopia, Master/Slave, Hurt/Comfort, Kneeling, Cuddling & Snuggling, Rewards, Bananas, Robots
Series: Part 3 of All These Burning Hearts in Hell
Summary:

Collected ficlets from the All These Burning Hearts in Hell 'verse, starring Tony and Threetoo with Threetoo's pillow nest in a supporting role. Prompts for each ficlet in the chapter's summary.




#2: One-Star Review, for this prompt:

I’d like to see the first time Threetoo tells Tony one of his rewards is thumbs-down (not counting the bathrobe, obvs).
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2016-08-28 05:28 pm

This Week in Writing: August 28

This week I treated fic writing just like professional writing, in that I got stuck and then (mostly) unstuck, deleted a lot of stuff, and didn’t do any work on it after 6:30pm or on weekends. 

WIPs currently active: 6

Words written this week: 3,490

WIPs that got no words this week: 2 - Same two as last week, troublingly: Woobie!Sam and Threetoo’s bath.

WIPs that did get words this week:

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 1,170, new total word count 157,397. I got unstuck on the current chapter, I think, now I just have to… write it.

Born in the Blood: 1,162, and I finished Chapter 8! And posted it!! Now… to figure out Chapter 9.

Slavefic #4 (the one about Steve): 411, after deleting pretty much all the words I wrote last week. Still managed to be further forward afterward, but… not much, obviously.

Bucky/Steve consensual sexy ageplay nobody asked for: 747, and getting pretty close to… maybe… finishing? sometime? I think?

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2016-08-25 03:21 am

What I’m Reading Wednesday, 8/24

On Wednesday this time! I’m doing less-pretty links in the hopes that they will actually carry across to DW/LJ and I won’t have to edit them all back in this week. Fingers crossed!

Books:

Still reading Interface, still listening to Glitterland, and just about to start reading Penric’s Demon by Lois McMaster Bujold (very belatedly! but the random number generator that rules my ebook choices finally served it up.)

Book(s) finished:

A Queer Trade (http://ift.tt/1U2oZNi) by KJ Charles, in the same continuity as the Charm of Magpies series. This is a short m/m romance featuring a black man working as a waste-paper seller in Victorian London and the hapless magic-worker who needs his help. <3

Fic:

I have 5 AO3 tabs open + 1 hydratrashmeme notification in my inbox + 51 things marked for later. I think I’m going to try “We Are The Time, We Are The Famous” by coricomile next–it’s Sid/Geno/some bloke I’ve never heard of, and the title makes me smile every time I click on that tab. :D

Fic finished:

(A sampling of stuff I’ve bookmarked recently–you can see all my bookmarks at http://ift.tt/2bFC4A9)

Our Lingering Frost (http://ift.tt/1so8i1Z) by eyres - Bucky/Steve, from 2014, an AU in which Bucky was recovered c.1960, then waited 50 more years for Steve’s plane to be found. (Read on a rec from @daily-stucky-recs​, which you should follow if you are into that sort of thing.)

mixed feelings about the function and the form (http://ift.tt/2aCsJEm) by carpenter - Ghostbusters, Patty/Holtzy, with an awesome Patty POV and a thoughtful focus on INFRASTRUCTURE because who doesn’t love stories about infrastructure? 

Out of All Our Crazy Dreams (http://ift.tt/2bnSUCS) by thesardine - Part 4 of the Alphabet series, which you should definitely read first!!

The Way Out Is the Way Down (http://ift.tt/2axJ6X1) by Speranza - Bucky/Steve, post-CACW fixing everything <3

Marks of Ownership (http://ift.tt/2bjzRKZ) complete on hydratrashmeme - gen, with a deeply dehumanized Bucky who is safe with the Avengers now and just wants to show the correct organizational affiliation on his (its) body. WARNING for self-scarification and a very depersonalized POV.

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2016-08-21 02:57 pm

This Week in Writing: August 21

This was a better week in writing than last week! Still not as much as I would have liked, but when is it ever? 

WIPs currently active: 6 (I finished something!)

Words written this week: 5,660

WIPs that got no words this week: 2 - Woobie!Sam and Threetoo’s bath (how do I have writer’s block on BATHTIME, fml.)

WIPs that did get words this week:

Sibylla ex Ampulla (formerly anonymous trash meme fill): 1,473 to FINISH IT and now it is posted!

Codename: Aluminum Bastard (aka broken dick epic): 901, finished a chapter and brought the total word count to 156,214. Now floundering a bit because I was on that chapter for two months and don’t quite know where the next chapter is going.

Born in the Blood: 668, now veryvery close to being done with Chapter 8, um, as soon as I figure out where Chapter 8 should end exactly.

Slavefic #4 (the one about Steve): 597, but I am a bit dubious about keeping them.

Bucky/Steve consensual sexy ageplay nobody asked for: 2,021, bringing the total word count to 12,602. Now the undisputed most disturbing thing I’m writing!

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2016-08-19 03:56 pm

MCU HYDRA Trash Party Fic: Sibylla ex Ampulla

Sibylla ex Ampulla (8423 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Additional Tags: HYDRA Trash Party, hydratrashmeme, Amputee Bucky Barnes, Quadruple Amputee, Past Rape/Non-con, Past Torture, Domestic Fluff, Fluff and Smut, Bucky Barnes getting on with his life, Caretaking, Rimming, Anal Sex, Sleepy Cuddles
Summary:

Bucky Barnes walked into the apartment he shared with Steve on his own two feet (bought and paid for--he kept the receipts for all of his prosthetics in their own folder in the fireproof filing cabinet). His very long day was over, and the night could begin any time now.



Written for a prompt at the hydratrashmeme: Bucky has lost all four limbs. [From context: as a form of torture by HYDRA, accompanied by sexual abuses.] He uses high-tech prosthetics to function and generally manages quite well. But every evening, he takes them off and lets Steve take care of him. I just want Steve consensually pleasuring a helpless quadruple amputee Bucky. Consensually and pleasure being the key words.

Title is a tip of my hat to Stoatsandwich's story "Nam Sibyllam", which is about a Bucky who didn't get the chance to survive this well after this kind of torture, and which you should probably not go read unless you are very, very sure you are into that sort of thing. Stoat is quoting from, and I am countering, a passage of Petronius (used by T. S. Eliot as an epigraph to The Waste Land) which begins, Nam Sibyllam quidem Cumis ego ipse oculis meis vidi in ampulla...