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...Okay so it's been a minute since authors were revealed, but better late than never? :D


On Reflection (1723 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Natasha Romanov
Additional Tags: Who the Hell is Bucky?
Summary:

For a long time he has had the knack of making himself into what people expect to see when they look at him. This is a Bucky skill, he thinks.

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MCU Rolling Remix 2016 is live!

The challenge started with one story, remixed by three different authors–then a remix was written of each of those stories and a remix was written of each of those remixes, and so on until we had seven stories in each of three remix threads.

One of those is mine, and one is the story I remixed, and one is remixed from mine, and if you can figure out which is which you… definitely deserve some kind of prize! :D

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(Edited for DW/LJ to actually include the link, apparently the crossposter is not up to complicated shit like that.)
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Happy RIDICULOUSLY BELATED birthday, [livejournal.com profile] rubynye!! This fic would have been much more timely back in January in MANY RESPECTS, but these things happen. :D

All Hail the New Kids (23761 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 2/2
Fandom: Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Poe Dameron/Finn/Rey, Poe Dameron/Finn, Finn/Rey, Poe Dameron/Rey
Characters: Finn (Star Wars), Poe Dameron, Rey (Star Wars), Luke Skywalker, BB-8
Additional Tags: Mutual Masturbation, Vaginal Fingering, Kissing, Holding Hands, The Force, Trees, Jedi, Threesome - F/M/M, Relationship Negotiation, Polyamory, Stormtrooper Culture, Fluff, Fun
Summary:

Poe had realized even before Finn woke up that he had picked a challenging person--Force help him, maybe two challenging people--to get himself mixed up with. Somehow he still wasn't prepared for Finn and Rey.

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In the continuing adventures of extremely vulnerable Bucky and caretaking Steve...

Finally Clean (4883 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes
Additional Tags: Enemas, Belly Kink, Belly Rubs, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Steve's Sexual Orientation Is Whatever Bucky Needs, cleansing
Summary:



This was nothing Steve had imagined when he interrupted Bucky's hesitation over the question of having sex again to say, "Anything you need, pal."


(Exciting future post-Civil War fic-writing developments: I am now working on a story featuring extremely vulnerable Bucky with caretaking T'Challa and have a robust and determined little fic bunny involving vulnerable Sam with caretaking Steve! Changing things up all over the place!)

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Ohhh look while I was really stressed out I wrote fic about terrible things happening to a very vulnerable Bucky and Steve taking care of him. WHO IS SURPRISED? IS IT NO ONE? IT IS PROBABLY NO ONE.

(I am less stressed out now! And writing more, which means I will probably finish a couple of other things on this approximate theme in the next little while. So. Hope you enjoy extremely vulnerable Bucky and caretaking Steve?)

Til I Wanted to Change (10790 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes/Hydra Agents, James "Bucky" Barnes/Original Male Character(s)
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Original Male Character, Civilian Pervert
Additional Tags: HYDRA Trash Party, Medical Trauma, Rape Recovery, Medical Kink, unsafe kink, Under-negotiated Kink, Hurt/Comfort, don't do complicated kinky stuff with a guy you just met on craigslist, Body Dysphoria, Body Modification, butthole dysphoria, Dissociation, Safewords, Consensual But Not Safe Or Sane, Lollipops, Baked Goods, Comfort Sex, Happy Ending
Summary:



Luckily it turns out to be true what Steve and Sam have told him: you really can find anything on the internet.

He finds a guy whose ad bears the headline THE DOCTOR IS IN with (YOUR ASS) instead of the name of the neighborhood where he lives.

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This is a (100% HTP-free) standalone fluff sequel to Could Never Prepare You, in a post-Age of Ultron AU kidfic 'verse. I wrote this little story for [community profile] mcuflashmeme Week 17 (which was, uh, two weeks ago, oops!) when the challenge was "A story set in a country you've never been to." Many thanks to [livejournal.com profile] rubynye for help with Jamaica! :D



Long Lazy Morning(s) (3214 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers/Sam Wilson
Characters: Sam Wilson (Marvel), Original Child Character(s)
Additional Tags: Vacation, Kid Fic, Parenthood, Fluff, Breakfast
Series: Part 2 of In a Lifetime of Chance
Summary:

"Samma! Good morning! I'm hungry, can we have breakfast?"

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I started spinning heartcanon with [tumblr.com profile] feanorinleatherpants right after she saw the movie, and... this happened!

(I'll have a separate post in a sec for the other fic I posted today, to keep from mixing spoilers and non-spoilers.)

Peaceable Skills (1682 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes
Additional Tags: Captain America: Civil War (Movie) Spoilers, povestiri pentru copii
Summary:

He doesn’t steal, and that means he has to pay. To pay he has to work.

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This is... not the way I ever expected to wind up writing a subsequent TJ/Stevie fic to The One Who Knows, but it is, as they say, a funny old world. So this is how I spent my morning yesterday, which was both Civil War Day for me and also my second to last day at my day job. So obviously fic was the answer!


Reading Ahead (2376 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Political Animals, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Thomas "T. J." Hammond/Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Thomas "T. J." Hammond, Steve Rogers
Additional Tags: Meta, Alternate Universe - Fusion, Steve Rogers apologizes for Age of Ultron
Summary:

"So, uh." Stevie ran his hands through his hair. "I guess you have some thoughts?"

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Written for [community profile] mcuflashmeme, where the current challenge is "A story that takes place entirely inside a vehicle."

CONTENT WARNING FOR US POLITICS.

Your Mission, Should You Choose to Accept It (920 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), The West Wing
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Steve Rogers, Josh Lyman
Additional Tags: 2016 United States Presidential Election, Politics, unqualified demagogues, Community: mcuflashmeme
Summary:

"Am I even old enough?"

"You were born in 1918, and the Constitution doesn't say a word about how much of your life you have to have spent awake. Believe me, we've got this."

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Lying on a Marshmallow (26631 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 5/5
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Characters: Tony Stark, James "Bucky" Barnes, Stark Robots (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Slavery, Alternate Universe - Dystopia, Sexual Slavery, Dehumanization, Amputee Bucky Barnes, Ableist Language, Food Issues, Weight Issues, Hurt/Comfort, Gentleness, Cuddling & Snuggling, Hand Feeding, Blankets, Robots
Series: Part 2 of All These Burning Hearts in Hell
Summary:

Tony and Threetoo's first full day together, featuring many tests and even more rewards.



With thanks to Medved, Ylixia, and feanorinleatherpants for their input, and HAPPY INCREDIBLY BELATED BIRTHDAY, Feanor!!!
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Tracing One Warm Line (3033 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers
Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes
Additional Tags: Loss of Limbs, Closure, body parts, Kinda gruesome, Possibly Really Gruesome, Grief/Mourning

Summary: The skin of the frozen hand was unnervingly intact and leathery, shrunken to the bones like an old man's--like Bucky's hands ought to be, if he were properly ninety-seven years old.

Notes: Written for the [community profile] mcuflashmeme prompt "a story about finding something that has been lost." With many thanks to [tumblr.com profile] feanorinleatherpants and everyone else who did not run screaming when I told them what I wanted Steve and Bucky to find.

Title is from Stan Rogers' "Northwest Passage" because what better title source than a song about searching for someone's hand? Thanks, Due South fandom. I almost named this story "His Hand, the Reaching Out One" before I realized that about five people would have known what I was talking about.
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For [archiveofourown.org profile] asocialconstruct in the Marvel Polydays exchange:

All Fun and Games (2830 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers/Sam Wilson, James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers/Thor/Sam Wilson, Steve Rogers/Thor
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson (Marvel), Thor (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Magic, Pre-Serum Steve Rogers, Bottom Steve Rogers, Rough Sex, Spanking, Spitroasting, Sex Toy Mjolnir, other asgardian sex toys, Size Difference
Summary:

Steve had put himself at their mercy, but that didn't mean he was going to ask them to be nice.



And for the first prompt at the [community profile] mcuflashmeme:

A New Beginning (602 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers
Additional Tags: mcuflashmeme, Amnesia, Flash Fic
Summary:



"Is it me? Does this happen a lot?"

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I was super excited to write this fic for [personal profile] lannamichaels, and then it wound up going down to the wire, and having to lose a bunch of things I wanted to include, due to Too Many December Commitments. Oops. But I'm still really pleased with the way it turned out! :D

Title from Vienna Teng's "The Atheist Christmas Carol," making four Yuletide stories I have titled with lyrics from that song. Which line will I use next year?? STAY TUNED TO FIND OUT.

Coming Out of the Void (17886 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: The Martian - Andy Weir
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Chris Beck/Beth Johanssen/Mark Watney, Chris Beck/Beth Johanssen
Characters: Mark Watney, Chris Beck, Beth Johanssen
Additional Tags: Threesome - F/M/M, Dom/sub, Anxiety, Bondage, BDSM, Under-negotiated Kink, playing doctor with your actual doctor, Hurt/Comfort, Animal Death, Medical Procedures, Fantasizing, Waiting, Oral Sex
Summary:

543 sols of making all the decisions was enough. Mark was ready to let someone else give the orders now.

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I... wrote this. Yes. Yes I did.

Thanks to celeryy for beta! Title from "We Used to Wait" by Arcade Fire.

Something Pure Can Last (6875 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes
Additional Tags: HYDRA Trash Party, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Rape Recovery, Bucky's Broken Dick, Small Penis, Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, hydratrashmeme, Chastity Device, Body Modification, Steve is turned on by Bucky's everything, even the parts Bucky is not happy about himself, but in a loving way really, Fisting, Overstimulation, Crying
Summary:



He was big and Bucky was small now, in this one way; maybe Bucky wouldn't mind too much if Steve wanted to take good care of him. Bucky had always taken such good care of Steve before. It was only fair to take turns.



Originally written at the hydratrashmeme for the following prompt:

WS Bucky was kept in chastity any time he was out of cryo. ... Since he wasn't given the chance to get hard they'd just milk his prostrate to drain his balls. This made him really sensitive to prostate stimulation which leads me to: I want the aftermath of this with Steve. Bucky can't get it up but he can come, and come hard, by getting fucked. Maybe Steve gets off on how soft Bucky stays while Steve fucks him ... I will be an extra happy dumpster camper if you have Steve fondling Bucky's flaccid cock while he gets him off or fucks him.
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This week has been sort of peak "what nice problems to have @_____@ oh god @______@"

Saturday: received last edit pass on The Omega's Pack and also the second-round edits on the forthcoming gay Catholic vampire novel I sold to Less Than Three Press in June. Elected to focus on the really urgent priority.

Sunday: spent the day doing last edits/proofread/formatting/etc and then published my new gay werewolf book!

Cover of The Omega
The Omega's Pack, by Dessa Lux! This is the sequel to The Omega's Bodyguard, and wound up being twice as long (62,000 words) but I eventually got to paying off the promised full moon heat gangbang! :D

Monday: in between obsessively tracking sales of The Omega's Pack and a weird, stupid paperwork fuckup at work to which the phrase "or your employment will be suspended" was attached (it seems to be fine, but not the calmest Monday), finally read edit letter. Scream a bit about the scale of edits being requested in the second round.

Celebrate launch of gay werewolf book by going to dinner at Hamburger Mary's, where I score the server whose customer service persona is Your Sassy Gay Friend. He calls me 'girl' every time he speaks to me and it's delightful. Possibly he is bored. I am his only table.

Tuesday: Get back edits on overdue birthday fic and spend the day editing and getting ready to post:

Prima Nocta (19877 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Characters: Tony Stark, James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Slavery, Alternate Universe - Dystopia, Sexual Slavery, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Implied/Referenced Torture, Surgery, Medical Procedures, Chastity Device, Hurt/Comfort, Gentleness, Blankets, Hand Feeding, Dehumanization, Consent Issues, Starvation, Amputee Bucky Barnes, Stockholm Syndrome
Series: Part 1 of All These Burning Hearts in Hell
Summary:

This is the night Steve is stolen by Tony Stark, whose slaves disappear in industrial quantities. This is the night sex slave #32557038 is given to a new master and finds out what is expected of him. This is the night Tony saves two slaves and doesn't tell them any comforting lies like "You're free now."




Wednesday: is today! and I have a shit ton of writing to do on the thing I promised would be done on Friday. @__________@ And the meme fill that's been dangling two-thirds finished for weeks. And YULETIDE. OH GOD. AND MARVEL POLYDAYS.
WHAT HAVE I DONE. @__________________________@

ETA: OH HAHA RIGHT NOW I REMEMBER. Today I found the article where I'm quoted on the Mary Sue! (I knew this was going to happen, I just didn't know it was happening this week.) And created a commenting account just to apologize to the guy in the comments who said, "Hey, a friend of mine writes Transformers porn and it's really well-written!" I am sort of tempted to post the entire text of the email I sent to the author of the article, because I really liked the point I made at short-essay length better. *g*

Anyway: an extra dose of @____________________________________@ for my week.
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So there was a hydratrashmeme prompt for Bucky somehow being made to lactate while he was the Winter Soldier, and I was riffing in the comments and came up with the idea of the Red Room feeding Soldier's milk to little widows, and... yeah, this happened. For 24,000 words. To the surprise of probably no one.

Many thanks to [tumblr.com profile] feanorinleatherpants for tirelessly encouraging this, as well as [livejournal.com profile] rubynye and whoever has been commenting at the meme. And with a respectful bow in the direction of magdaliny's I'll build a house inside of you, which is an INFINITELY LESS WEIRD take on Bucky and Natasha having a parent-child relationship due to the Red Room, and which was still very much in my mind when I encountered that fateful prompt.


Drink Me (24272 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes & Natasha Romanov, James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanov, Wanda Maximoff, Sam Wilson (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Red Room, Blanket warning for past Red Room awfulness, Mentions of Child Murder, Past non-consensual body modification, Nurturing Instincts, Cuddling & Snuggling, Male Lactation, adult nursing, Parent-Child Relationship, ish, hydratrashmeme, Possibly Still Weirder Than the Tags Make It Sound, Post-Avengers: Age of Ultron (Movie)
Summary:

After all this time, there were a lot of things Bucky's body remembered better than his mind did.

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So a couple of months ago I did a pinch hit for the Steve/Bucky D/s exchange, filling a request for forced feminization and orgasm denial starring pre-serum Steve Rogers. I wrote 2700 words on the topic but Steve and Bucky didn't get to finish and I didn't feel that I had either.

Then [tumblr.com profile] feanorinleatherpants did some very inspiring (and NSFW) art showing where their evening might be going, and, well, it took a while, but I wrote the rest of the story. :D


Sweet Relieving (8502 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes
Additional Tags: Feminization, Crossdressing, Roleplay, Under-negotiated Kink, Established Relationship, Dom Bucky Barnes, Sub Steve Rogers, Pre-Serum Steve Rogers, Pre-Captain America: The First Avenger
Series: Part 2 of Sweet Like Honey
Summary:

Bucky wanted him to play along, didn't he? So he'd play, and play to win.

(A direct continuation of "Slow Like Honey," so read that first!)

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So ages ago, as I do in every fandom, I started plotting MCU kidfic. I even started writing it! There was Steve, and Sam, and a baby in a HYDRA genetics lab who looked just like Bucky Barnes when he was a year old. His name was Teddy, and I got really attached to him, but the babyfic got out-competed by some other bunnies, so it languished. I had just started looking at it again when a prompt for kidfic hit the hydratrashmeme, and, well, this happened:

Could Never Prepare You (14755 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes & Original Character(s), James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers/Sam Wilson
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Original Child Character(s), Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson (Marvel)
Additional Tags: HYDRA Trash Party, hydratrashmeme, Kid Fic, Past Sexual Assault, Cuddling & Snuggling, Non-Consensual Voyeurism, Additional Warnings In Author's Note, it's complicated - Freeform
Summary:

Bucky never expected to have to explain his own rapes to Teddy before he had a chance to tell him anything about normal sex, but here they are.



Thanks to the meme and the usual suspects for encouraging this, and to asocialconstruct for beta!

The thing I find most embarrassing about this story is in fact the source of the title.

Author's note with full description/warnings under the cut... )
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...oh, I. Uh. I never posted about this one.

So! Great news everybody! EXPOSURES ISN'T THE WORST THING I'VE EVER WRITTEN ANYMORE. :D

Yeah, I'll just leave this here. We never have to speak of it, it's fine.


Now That the War Is Through with Me (810 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Major Character Death
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson (Marvel), James "Bucky" Barnes
Additional Tags: Mercy Killing, HYDRA Trash Party, hydratrashmeme, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
Summary:


"I know your creed. You should go outside now."

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So with this story, MCU is now my third-most-words-written fandom, with a total of 347,513 words in 38 stories. (It has passed up Due South and Generation Kill, and is gaining fast on Numb3rs and Teen Wolf, the current #1.) Nearly all of that has been written in the last 15 months or so--it took me about three years to get to this point with every other fandom in this word count neighborhood. THANKS, BUCKY.

Ahem. Actual thanks to Medved for beta, and to the usual suspects for encouraging this all along.


Care and Maintenance (9862 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes
Additional Tags: Bathing/Washing, Caretaking, Asexual Character, Bucky Barnes Recovering, Past Abuse, Cuddling & Snuggling, Hurt/Comfort, Dirty Feet
Summary:


"Before a mission and before I went into the ice, somebody would have to clean me. Mostly it was a chore they got stuck with. Sometimes--some handlers insisted on doing it themselves."

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