CATWS/Age of Ultron Fic: Drink Me

[dira]

So there was a hydratrashmeme prompt for Bucky somehow being made to lactate while he was the Winter Soldier, and I was riffing in the comments and came up with the idea of the Red Room feeding Soldier's milk to little widows, and... yeah, this happened. For 24,000 words. To the surprise of probably no one.

Many thanks to feanorinleatherpants for tirelessly encouraging this, as well as rubynye and whoever has been commenting at the meme. And with a respectful bow in the direction of magdaliny's I'll build a house inside of you, which is an INFINITELY LESS WEIRD take on Bucky and Natasha having a parent-child relationship due to the Red Room, and which was still very much in my mind when I encountered that fateful prompt.


Drink Me (24272 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes & Natasha Romanov, James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanov, Wanda Maximoff, Sam Wilson (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Red Room, Blanket warning for past Red Room awfulness, Mentions of Child Murder, Past non-consensual body modification, Nurturing Instincts, Cuddling & Snuggling, Male Lactation, adult nursing, Parent-Child Relationship, ish, hydratrashmeme, Possibly Still Weirder Than the Tags Make It Sound, Post-Avengers: Age of Ultron (Movie)
Summary:

After all this time, there were a lot of things Bucky's body remembered better than his mind did.

Comments

[rabid_bookwyrm]

Picture me covering my eyes with one hand and clicking the link repeatedly with the other.

Oh noes, Hydra kink meme and male lactation/adult nursing kinks.

Oh yesses, Dira Sudis writes anything at all. I will consume it with my eyeballs.

[dira]

The male lactation and adult nursing is actually... mostly... not... kinky? Within the story, anyway. Obviously it is still functioning as a narrative kink just fine. *g*

Spoilers? There should probably be a spoiler warning here. You've been warned.

[rabid_bookwyrm]

Oh, I know. I read most of it when you posted the link to the actual kinkmeme.

It's certainly not a sexual kink, but it's an important facet of the relationship between Bucky and Natasha, and vital to her relationship with SHIELD and the good guys at all, at least the way she tells it. I mean, the whole story turns around "my body is doing something! My body is doing something and it's strange and I must keep it a secret from everyone! My body is doing something nice but everyone will judge me for it. My body is doing something nice and no one seems to be judging me for it."

Which is a place I think nearly everyone has been to at least once, and for most people many times. This sort of wandered off topic, I don't remember where it was supposed to go. Anyway, it's a delightful story, even if I did have to get up and pace around before reading the bit where Steve finds out.

Re: Spoilers? There should probably be a spoiler warning here. You've been warned.

[dira]

Ah, yes! It does do that. Thank you, I'm glad you enjoyed it! :D