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 I wrote some stuff this week!

Words written this week: 7,025

Marvel Trumps Hate Bucky/Steve First Time Fic: 349

Underage Geralt/Original Witcher Characters: 2,056, and it is SO CLOSE to being done O__O

Ace!Dorian Dragon Age: Inquisition AU: 699, haha what no I didn’t that definitely is not happening why would I even

Merchant NPC/Merchant NPC Witcher fic for the “dystopia” square on my Hurt/Comfort Bingo card: 3,921, and done, and, uh, possibly depressingly not unlike the dystopia we presently live in, except, you know, with elves and swords and stuff. :\

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 ...oh lord it’s my nephew’s birthday which means 3 of my other 4 nieces/nephews ALSO have birthdays within a couple of weeks and I really need to go buy a bunch of presents.

ANYWAY. I took the month of May off from having... goals, basically, because reasons. But now I am... closer to being back in the saddle of Doing Things, so! Here! Look what I did this week!

Words written this week: 5,369

Marvel Trumps Hate Bucky/Steve First Time Fic: 283, and finished Chapter 2! And wrote down approximately what’s supposed to happen in Chapter 3!

Underage Geralt/Original Witcher Characters: 1,215

Gotta Be Strong in the Face of Suffering: 3,793, and done and posted!

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Writing kinda fell off a cliff this week, partly for the same reason I’m posting this later than usual: I actually worked a bunch of hours this week at my highly irregular new job! And also I spent a large part of all my writing time on some revisions, so... yeah.

Words written this week: 3,001

Marvel Trumps Hate Bucky/Steve First Time Fic: 404, but ONLY ONE BED

Underage Geralt/Original Witcher Characters: 2,597, all of them devoted to rewriting the end of Chapter 2, parts of it twice. But it’s way better now! :D


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Guyyyyyyyys I have been writing this fic for literally five years and posting it for almost three and now it is DONE!!


Born in the Blood (85115 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 18/18
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Steve Rogers/Sam Wilson, James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers/Sam Wilson
Characters: Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson (Marvel), James "Bucky" Barnes, Original Child Character(s)
Additional Tags: Kid Fic, Child Neglect, Child Abandonment, HYDRA geneticists are terrible quasi-parents is what I am saying here, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Post-Avengers: Age of Ultron (Movie), Not Captain America: Civil War (Movie) Compliant, Tags May Change, Other Additional Tags to Be Added
Series: Part 1 of In a Lifetime of Chance
Summary:

HYDRA went back to the beginning with this project.

(No longer on indefinite hiatus but definitely on an extremely irregular posting schedule. Now complete!)

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Uhhh, boy, that sure was a week. 

Words written this week: 11,158, much less than last week but still way more than any other week this year. o.O

WIPs that got words this week:

Born in the Blood: 3,348, and DONE!!! And I will hopefully get it posted sometime in the coming week, as long as I can stop getting ambushed by Endgame feelings long enough to actually like, proofread it and stuff.

Quid Pro Quo (fka Emhyr/Geralt Story I Really Wasn’t Planning On Writing Until I’d Seen More Than Three Minutes of Emhyr Canon But What Can You Do): 900, all in the revising process.

Endgame-divergent AU: 6,808 written and posted in a 24-hour period, obviously full of Avengers: Endgame spoilers kinda including the title, so click at own risk! 
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Heyyyyy so I wrote a thing about that movie! Here is the thing that I wrote! ExpandUnder the cut! )
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 This was... kind of a weird week. And also possibly the most fic I’ve written in a single week ever? Certainly since I started keeping track. Soooo. That happened. Not to the benefit of anything I was writing or even planning to write before this week, but yay! writing! 

Words written this week: 21,997 (I KNOW RIGHT)

WIPs that got words this week:

Born in the Blood: 401

Underage Geralt/Original Witcher Characters: 649

Emhyr/Geralt Story I Really Wasn’t Planning On Writing Until I’d Seen More Than Three Minutes of Emhyr Canon But What Can You Do: 20,947, which, uh, is all of it, give or take revising (and sequels, shut up, this situation is completely under control). WHAT HAPPENED IS, I hadn’t written anything Monday or Tuesday of this week due to Life Stuff and on Wednesday I sat down and started working on some tricky stuff with my current werewolf book which turned into just being Stuck pretty quickly, so I was like “you know, this week has been stressful, I’m not getting anywhere with this, I’m gonna just let myself write down some dialogue for this Emhyr/Geralt bunny that I’m definitely not writing but can’t stop thinking about” and then what I actually did was start writing the actual story from the beginning and just... keep going for 6,000 words, after which I grabbed some dinner and went home and ... wrote another 4,000 words before going to bed. (I... don’t know if I’ve ever written 10k of anything in a day before? Ever?) And then I just... kept... going over the next few days until it was finished. So. That happened? :D?

Also in my defense the three minutes of Emhyr canon I have seen consist of (Emperor of the North and South, conquering (anti)hero) Emhyr a) getting in Geralt’s personal space to make intense eye contact and talk about how insolent he is and b) asking Geralt to track down his (Emhyr’s) daughter and sole heir, who is also Geralt’s daughter (and who likes Geralt better) because reasons, and Geralt refusing to take Emhyr’s money for the job because this is about protecting Ciri. What more canon does a pairing need, I ask you.

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 Kind of on a roll! Going someplace! Several places!

Also I officially gave up on playing Witcher 2 and am moving on to Witcher 3 which means CIRI AND EMHYR AND ESKEL CANON INCOMING, I CAN WRITE MORE WITCHER STUFF SOON!!! Because I, you know. Needed more Witcher stuff to write?!

Words written this week: 6,081

WIPs that got words this week:

Born in the Blood: 1,139

Underage Child Soldier Omega!Bucky/Alpha!Cap!Steve Marriage of Last Resort Fic: 747

Marvel Trumps Hate Bucky/Steve First Time Fic: 435

Underage Geralt/Original Witcher Characters: 1,092

Eskel/Geralt Fic for the FanWorksCon 2019 “Ignite” Zine: 2,668, because I saw the zine announcement and was like “huh, Ignite, I wonder what I could--” and the first thing that occurred to me was of course Igni, which is the name of the sign witchers use to summon fire, and Eskel is really good at using the magic signs and, uh, yeah, kinky magical fireplay is happening now. :D :D :D

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 Another pretty good week! Although I started listening to the Sharing Knife audiobooks and, guess what, I still love this series enough for everyone, and I keep not wanting to do anything but listen to more audiobook. But! I did remember to detach myself long enough to post this!

Words written this week: 6,101

WIPs that got words this week:

Born in the Blood: 802

Underage Child Soldier Omega!Bucky/Alpha!Cap!Steve Marriage of Last Resort Fic: 690

Marvel Trumps Hate Bucky/Steve First Time Fic: 1,116, turning the corner from sad to Deeply Awkward! Yay progress! :D

Underage Geralt/Original Witcher Characters: 3,493, and if I could stop! having! new! ideas! for things to cram into this fic and into the continuity stemming from it, that would be GREAT. (It is over 19,000 words and the fourth of six chapters is... definitely less than half over, ye gods.)

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I had an actually pretty good writing week, despite assorted disruptions! And also I have been offered a smol job, which is pretty exciting, because. Money! Money is so nice.

Writing is also nice! And so is that New Fandom Energy, hooboy.

Words written this week: 7,163

WIPs that got words this week:

Born in the Blood: 694, and holy crap this is the last chapter?? This story is gonna for real get finished???

Underage Child Soldier Omega!Bucky/Alpha!Cap!Steve Marriage of Last Resort Fic: 190

Sad WWII Bucky/Steve Fic: 201

Underage Geralt/Original Witcher Characters:  4,323, and it’s creeping up on 16k and I’m not quite half done, so, uh, hooray for making a big entrance into a new fandom, I guess? Hope you like all the, you know... pederasty.

Fluffy Eskel/Geralt Teenage Shenanigans: 1,755, definitely based on a worldbuilding thought experiment and not at all on my desperation to not have my second fic in this fandom be 30k of pederasty. 


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 I would just like you all to know that I have had SEVERAL terrible ideas for Witcher fic that I haven’t started writing yet, okay. LOTS.

Words written this week: 5,768

WIPs that got words this week:

Underage Child Soldier Omega!Bucky/Alpha!Cap!Steve Marriage of Last Resort Fic: 102

Marvel Trumps Hate Bucky/Steve First Time Fic: 929, and we have turned the corner! I think! It probably won’t be sad anymore after this!! (Probably!)

Slavefic #7: 258

Underage Geralt/Original Witcher Characters: 4,479, mostly from one day where I got on a roll and wrote 3600 words of the worst stuff that happens to Geralt in this story in the course of a few hours. I haven’t done that in a while, so that burst of writing flow and momentum was really enjoyable. SORRY, GERALT.

 
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There Is No Shortage of Blood (52257 words) by Dira Sudis, alby_mangroves
Chapters: 15/?
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Original Characters
Additional Tags: Rape Recovery, Rape Aftermath, Rape Fantasy, Flashbacks, Suicidal Thoughts, Self-Harm, unsafe bdsm practices, Bucky's Broken Dick, Sexual Dysfunction, Established Relationship, Bucky Barnes Recovering, Winter Soldier Trial, Army, Therapy, Catholic Bucky Barnes, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier, Avengers Tower, Bucky Barnes's Trigger Words, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Additional Warnings In Author's Note
Summary:

The long slow recovery of Bucky Barnes after his escape from HYDRA.

(And the longer, slower recovery of his sex life.)

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Happy Thanksgiving! Please enjoy this very nice chapter in which nothing bad happens to Bucky at all!

(Favorite comment so far: "Things are going ominously well...")

There Is No Shortage of Blood (13107 words) by Dira Sudis, alby_mangroves
Chapters: 4/?
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Original Characters
Additional Tags: Rape Recovery, Rape Aftermath, Rape Fantasy, Flashbacks, Suicidal Thoughts, Self-Harm, unsafe bdsm practices, Bucky's Broken Dick, Sexual Dysfunction, Established Relationship, Bucky Barnes Recovering, Winter Soldier Trial, Army, Therapy, Catholic Bucky Barnes, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier, Avengers Tower, Bucky Barnes's Trigger Words, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Additional Warnings In Author's Note
Summary:

The long slow recovery of Bucky Barnes after his escape from HYDRA.

(And the longer, slower recovery of his sex life.)

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...Remembering to post every other chapter is honestly pretty good for me?

There Is No Shortage of Blood (9485 words) by Dira Sudis, alby_mangroves
Chapters: 3/?
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Original Characters
Additional Tags: Rape Recovery, Rape Aftermath, Rape Fantasy, Flashbacks, Suicidal Thoughts, Self-Harm, unsafe bdsm practices, Bucky's Broken Dick, Sexual Dysfunction, Established Relationship, Bucky Barnes Recovering, Winter Soldier Trial, Army, Therapy, Catholic Bucky Barnes, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier, Avengers Tower, Bucky Barnes's Trigger Words, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Additional Warnings In Author's Note
Summary:

The long slow recovery of Bucky Barnes after his escape from HYDRA.

(And the longer, slower recovery of his sex life.)

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Heeeeere we go! I've started posting my second-oldest WIP, the Bucky's Broken Dick Epic, as of this morning (with lovely lovely art by alby_mangroves!!) and will be continuing to post, hopefully twice a week, until I run out of chapters or, idk, maybe actually finish? Who can say.

Anyway: MIND THE CONTENT NOTES. AND THE TAGS. AND SO ON.


There Is No Shortage of Blood (1128 words) by Dira Sudis, alby_mangroves
Chapters: 1/?
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Original Characters
Additional Tags: Rape Recovery, Rape Aftermath, Rape Fantasy, Flashbacks, Suicidal Thoughts, Self-Harm, unsafe bdsm practices, Bucky's Broken Dick, Sexual Dysfunction, Established Relationship, Bucky Barnes Recovering, Winter Soldier Trial, Army, Therapy, Catholic Bucky Barnes, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier, Avengers Tower, Bucky Barnes's Trigger Words, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Additional Warnings In Author's Note
Summary:

The long slow recovery of Bucky Barnes after his escape from HYDRA.

(And the longer, slower recovery of his sex life.)

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Two weeks in a row! Look at me go! I managed to function like a human being for like the entire day today, it was sort of amazing. So now I will continue my impressive accomplishments by making a blog post.

Books: I'm five or six chapters into The Soldier's Scoundrel by Cat Sebastian, and after the first three chapters I stopped and bought the next two books in the series on Amazon, so, yes, am enjoying! And juuust stuck a bookmark in Matt Ruff's Lovecraft Country to start reading next. (I usually have one ebook and one physical book on the go at a given time, and I'm trying to remember to read some of the unread books I actually own in between taking out all sorts of things from the library. We'll see how that goes when I'm using the quiet study room at the library five days a week to get writing and other work done.)

Books finished:

Hello Forever by Sarina Bowen, a loosely connected ~sequel~ to Goodbye Paradise. Both of these m/m romances where one or both heroes have faced severe homophobia were originally published under a different name, and have been republished this year as Sarina Bowen titles. AND THEY ARE GREAT. If you are into that kind of angst, which. I am. As it turns out. I loved the way this one handled Cax's resistance to being with a guy, giving him a situation that he feels trapped by for utterly legitimate reasons, and the way his resistance gives way piece by piece (and then, as they say, all at once). <3

The Proposal by Mary Balogh, the first book of the Survivors' Club series, in which it becomes clear that this series is actually a spinoff of at least two OTHER series so now I need a family tree with all of Mary Balogh's books clearly indicated on it to figure out what ELSE I want to read because these are delightful. (Notwithstanding the occasional startling anachronism, like a heroine comparing something from which nothing escapes to a black hole. In 1819 or so. BUT WHATEVER, RECOVERY LOVE STORIES FOR EVERYONE.)


Fic: Today was another day featuring the blessing of a WIP update, this time from Infinite Coffee and Protection Detail which is of course The Best. The Olds!! <3______<3 (also the endnotes say there was a huge continuity error in this chapter but I'm reading at the same pace as chapters are posting so I have totally lost track of continuity anyway so it was just delightful.) Otherwise I have six tabs open, 155 things marked for later, and 34 marked to reread. Oh and now that I have a physical copy I am slowly making my way through Not Without You, which is staggeringly beautiful and A Delight. <3 <3 <3


Fic finished:
(A sampling of stuff I’ve bookmarked recently–you can see all my bookmarks at http://archiveofourown.org/users/dsudis/bookmarks)

I Do (please say you want me) by [tumblr.com profile] ceeainthereforthat (Bucky/Steve, E, 82k) - Bucky is a professional dominant, and Steve is the son of a vice president who grew up in the public eye; they meet running together in the same DC neighborhood, and just when they're starting to actually get involved, Bucky's professional life becomes front page news. Steve proceeds to Be Maximum Steve Rogers about it and refuses to cut off contact or throw Bucky under the bus--and for the sake of PR it's decided that Steve should play out a whirlwind romance with Bucky instead, getting married (with a pre-nup guaranteeing Bucky millions of dollars upon their scheduled divorce five years later). EXCEPT GUESS WHAT THEY FALL IN FABULOUSLY KINKY LOVE. Ughhh this was so great, and I adored the pace of reveals and the way they kept edging further and further into actual intimacy. <3 <3 <3

Just Spit It Out by [tumblr.com profile] PorcupineGirl (Bitty/Jack, G, 2k) - What happens when you live in a first-words soulmark universe and you hear your soulmate say the words on your wrist--and then realize that YOU now need to say the words HE'S been waiting for for his entire life. And you are, say, a deeply anxious Canadian hockey robot. IT MIGHT BE DIFFICULT. But hooray for fate (and Shitty). <3

All I Ever Wanted by [tumblr.com profile] sevenfists (Sid/Geno, E, 10k) - A really lovely story about two dudes finally being ready to be in love with each other. And doing some high altitude training during their bye week, because Sidney Crosby.
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Happy Birthday, Steve! And MIND THE WARNINGS, everyone else! :D

The Sacrifice Play (50693 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 9/9
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Tony Stark, James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers, Steve Rogers & Tony Stark
Characters: Steve Rogers, Tony Stark, James "Bucky" Barnes
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Slavery, Alternate Universe - Dystopia, Consent Issues, Violence, Medical Procedures, Everyone Needs A Hug
Series: Part 5 of All These Burning Hearts in Hell
Summary:

The events of the Fourth of July, and their immediate consequences.

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Treasured (24609 words) by Dira Sudis, Sealcat
Chapters: 8/8
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson (Marvel)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Fantasy, Alternate Universe - Dragons, Steve Rogers is a Gift, Literally they give him to Dragon!Bucky as a gift, Virgin Steve Rogers, fear of sexual assault, Interspecies, Rope Bondage, Pre-Serum Steve Rogers, Non-Serum Steve Rogers/Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes | Shrinkyclinks, Dragon Bucky Barnes, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Licking, Scenting, Tongue things in general, Minor Injuries, Awkward Boners, Masturbation, Dragons are not great at the whole privacy concept, Virgin bucky barnes, Window Washing, Interspecies Relationship(s), Interspecies Sex, A little, They're New At This Okay
Summary:


When everyone in town became convinced that a dragon really had come again to the Old Lair, and that the town would have to offer it tribute, they all looked at Steve.

 

Honestly, he was relieved.




Art by Sealcat!
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Iiiit's the Jemmie story! :D

It's Alright (To Be Little Bitty) (10217 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
Characters: James "Bucky" Barnes, Steve Rogers
Additional Tags: Age Play, Daddy Kink, sexual age play, Dissociation, Internalized Kink Shaming, Cuddling & Snuggling, Bedtime Stories, Hair Braiding, Light Feminization, Hurt/Comfort
Series: Part 2 of Little Bitty
Summary:

Bucky and Steve have a good morning; Jemmie and Daddy have a good night.

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[community profile] smutswap stories are revealed, so here's mine, written for SilverShepard! Many thanks to Frostfire, Ylixia, and Feanorinleatherpants for their help and encouragement. :D

Come on and Get Your Kicks (8121 words) by Dira Sudis
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Steve Rogers/Tony Stark
Characters: Tony Stark, Steve Rogers
Additional Tags: Feminization, Crossdressing, Dirty Talk, Shame in Sexual Desires, The Manifest Difficulty of Staying Ashamed of Anything When Tony Is This Excited About It, Fluff and Smut
Summary:

"At the end of the day, you just want to be my pretty little girl, is that it?"

Steve surged up to wrap his arms around Tony, kissing him with the kind of filthy fervor that Steve usually reserved for you could have died or I haven't had an orgasm in 36 hours.

So, all right then. Hypothesis confirmed.

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