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i bought shoes!
Okay. I need to stop buying things when I'm feeling antsy, because I don't actually have any money, and I'm feeling antsy a lot. It's likely to get worse before it gets better, with summer coming on and my attention span scheduled to take its annual nosedive, maybe in a big big way - I'm going to be out of school for 16 months. The first time I was out for *four* months straight I nearly went crazy. Please, God, please don't let my brain turn to snot.
OTOH: I now own platform maryjanes with a 3.5 inch heel! Whee! Need to buy some liquid eyeliner (don't actually understand the mechanics of liquid eyeliner, but it sounds like fun, and I *want* it, and, unlike cigarettes, no one is going to argue with me about buying and using) and then I might just be able to pass myself off as a proper girl. Just in time for getting my picture taken ~7000 times on Saturday, at graduation.
And the hypnosis story may be sucking my will to live, but I'm writing it anyway, one miserable sentence at a time, and I think I've only got two to four thousand words left to go. Hopefully this won't be as wretched to read as it is to write - it'll go by faster for other people, at least.
And did I mention: maryjanes! 3.5 inch heel! in love with my new shoes! getting dolled up tomorrow just to practice wearing them!
OTOH: I now own platform maryjanes with a 3.5 inch heel! Whee! Need to buy some liquid eyeliner (don't actually understand the mechanics of liquid eyeliner, but it sounds like fun, and I *want* it, and, unlike cigarettes, no one is going to argue with me about buying and using) and then I might just be able to pass myself off as a proper girl. Just in time for getting my picture taken ~7000 times on Saturday, at graduation.
And the hypnosis story may be sucking my will to live, but I'm writing it anyway, one miserable sentence at a time, and I think I've only got two to four thousand words left to go. Hopefully this won't be as wretched to read as it is to write - it'll go by faster for other people, at least.
And did I mention: maryjanes! 3.5 inch heel! in love with my new shoes! getting dolled up tomorrow just to practice wearing them!