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w00t! I got my Yuletide assignment, and I think I can do this. Probably. Must go study source material. Extensively. Darn.
Also: snow! and zines! and Pratchett and oreos and clean laundry!
Oh.
I'm in the midst of switching my sleep-cycle back to days, so I have a fair amount of time to think about things after I go to bed, and I remember now, one of the reasons I have trouble going to sleep.
You know, when you were a kid, how you couldn't sleep the night before Christmas? Or before your birthday, or before your out-of-town friends came over to spend the night, or before Easter, or. Whatever. You couldn't sleep, you were so excited about tomorrow.
Uh, that's me. Pretty much all the time. Because when I wake up, well! There will be my friends page to read! And people to IM! And email, possibly some of it *not* about refinancing my debt! And! A whole new day to do things in!
I'm kind of making myself ill, typing this, what with all the exclamation points, but honestly. I lie in bed, and my heart races, and the only reason I want to go to sleep is to make the morning come sooner, but I'm just too excited about the coming day to do it, sometimes. I have to think really hard about chopping logs or moving boxes from one place to another before I can get to sleep. It's crazy. The hazards of optimism, man.
Also: snow! and zines! and Pratchett and oreos and clean laundry!
Oh.
I'm in the midst of switching my sleep-cycle back to days, so I have a fair amount of time to think about things after I go to bed, and I remember now, one of the reasons I have trouble going to sleep.
You know, when you were a kid, how you couldn't sleep the night before Christmas? Or before your birthday, or before your out-of-town friends came over to spend the night, or before Easter, or. Whatever. You couldn't sleep, you were so excited about tomorrow.
Uh, that's me. Pretty much all the time. Because when I wake up, well! There will be my friends page to read! And people to IM! And email, possibly some of it *not* about refinancing my debt! And! A whole new day to do things in!
I'm kind of making myself ill, typing this, what with all the exclamation points, but honestly. I lie in bed, and my heart races, and the only reason I want to go to sleep is to make the morning come sooner, but I'm just too excited about the coming day to do it, sometimes. I have to think really hard about chopping logs or moving boxes from one place to another before I can get to sleep. It's crazy. The hazards of optimism, man.